नूरी -जयशंकर प्रसाद

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is lekh ka punarikshan evan sampadan hona avashyak hai. ap isamean sahayata kar sakate haian. "sujhav"

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noori

‘‘ai; tum kaun? ‘‘......’’ ‘‘bolate nahian?’’ ‘‘......’’ ‘‘to maian bulaooan kisi ko—’’ kahate hue usane chhota-sa muanh khola hi tha ki yuvak ne ek hath usake muanh par rakhakar use doosare hath se daba liya. vah vivash hokar chup ho gayi. aur bhi, aj pahala hi avasar tha, jab usane kesar, kastoori aur ambar se basa hua yauvanapoorn udvelit aliangan paya tha. udhar kiranean bhi pavan ke ek jhoanke ke sath kisalayoan ko hatakar ghus p dian. doosare hi kshan us kunj ke bhitar chhanakar ati huee chaandani mean jauhar se bhari katar chamachama uthi. bhayabhit mrig-shavak-si kali aankhean apani nirihata mean daya ki—pranoan ki bhikh maang rahi thian. yuvak ka hath ruk gaya. usane muanh par uangali rakhakar chup rahane ka sanket kiya. noori kashmir ki kali thi. sikari ke mahaloan mean usake komal charanoan ki nrity-kala prasiddh thi. us kalika ka amod-makarand apani sima mean machal raha tha. usane samajha, koee mera sahasi premi hai, jo mahabali akabar ki aankh-michauni-kri da ke samay patang-sa pran dene a gaya hai. noori ne is kalpana ke sukh mean apane ko dhany samajha aur chup rahane ka sanket pakar yuvak ke madhur adharoan par apane adhar rakh diye. yuvak bhi atm-vismrit-sa us sukh mean pal-bhar ke lie tallin ho gaya. noori ne dhire se kaha—‘‘yahaan se jald chale jao. kal baandh par pahale pahar ki naubat bajane ke samay maulasiri ke niche milooangi.’’ yuvak dhire-dhire vahaan se khisak gaya. noori shithil charan se ladakh dati huee doosare kunj ki or chali; jaise kee pyale aangoori chadha li ho! usaki jaisi kitani hi sundariyaan akabar ko khoj rahi thian. akash ka sampoorn chandr is khel ko dekhakar hans raha tha. noori ab kisi kunj mean ghusane ka sahas nahian rakhati thi. naragis doosare kunj se nikalakar a rahi thi. usane noori se poochha— ‘‘kyoan, udhar dekh ayi?’’ ‘‘nahian, mujhe to nahian mile.’’ ‘‘to phir chal, idhar kamini ke jha doan mean dekhooan.’’ ‘‘too hi ja, maian thak gayi hooan.’’ naragis chali gayi. malati ki jhuki huee dal ki aandheri chhaya mean dh dakate hue hriday ko hathoan se dabaye noori kh di thi! pichhe se kisi ne usaki aankhoan ko band kar liya. noori ki dh dakan aur badh gayi. usane sahas se kaha— ‘‘maian pahachan gayi.’’ ‘‘.....’’ ‘jahaanpanah’ usake muanh se nikala hi tha ki akabar ne usaka muanh band kar liya aur dhire se usake kanoan me kaha— ‘‘mariyam ko bata dena, sulatana ko nahian; samajhi n! maian us kunj mean jata hooan.’’ akabar ke jane ke bad hi sulatana vahaan ayi. noori usi ki chhatr-chhaya mean rahati thi; par akabar ki ajna! usane doosari or sulatana ko bahaka diya. mariyam dhire-dhire vahaan ayi. vah eesaee begam is amod-pramod se parichit n thi. to bhi yah manoranjan use achchha laga. noori ne akabaravala kunj use bata diya. ghantoan ke bad jab sab sundariyaan thak gayi thian, tab mariyam ka hath pak de akabar bahar aye. us samay naubatakhane se mithi-mithi sohani baj rahi thi. akabar ne ek bar noori ko achchhi tarah dekha. usake kapoloan ko thapathapakar usako puraskar diya. aankh-michauni ho gayi!

bhag 2

sikari ki jhil jaise lahara rahi hai, vaisa hi andolan noori ke hriday mean ho raha hai. vasant ki chaandani mean bhram hua ki usaka premi yuvak aya hai. usane chaukakar dekha; kintu koee nahian tha. maulasiri ke niche baithe hue use ek gh di se adhik ho gaya. jivan mean aj pahale hi vah abhisar ka sahas kar saki hai. bhay se usaka man kaanp raha hai; par laut jane ka man nahian chahata. utkantha aur pratiksha kitani pagal saheliyaan haian! donoan use uchhalane lagian. kisi ne pichhe se akar kaha—‘‘maian a gaya.’’ noori ne ghoomakar dekha, lamba-sa, gaur varn ka yuvak usaki bagal mean kh da hai. vah chaandani rat mean use pahachan gayi. usane kaha—‘‘shahajada yakoob khaan?’’ ‘‘haan, maian hi hooan! kaho, tumane kyoan bulaya hai?’’ noori sannate mean a gayi. is prashn mean prem ki gandh bhi nahian thi. vah bhi mahaloan mean rah chuki thi. usane bhi paiantara badal diya. ‘‘ap vahaan kyoan gaye the?’’ ‘‘maian isaka javab n dooan, to?’’ noori chup rahi. yakoob khaan ne kaha—‘‘tum janana chahati ho?’’ ‘‘n bataie.’’ ‘‘bataooan to mujhe....’’ ‘‘ap darate haian, to n bataie.’’ ‘‘achchha, to tum sach batao ki kahaan ki rahane vali ho?’’ ‘‘maian kashmir mean paida huee hooan.’’ yakoob khaan ab usake samip hi baith gaya. usane poochha—‘‘kahaan?’’ ‘‘shrinagar ke pas hi mera ghar hai.’’ ‘‘yahaan kya karati ho?’’ ‘‘nachati hooan. mera nam noori hai.’’ ‘‘kashmir jane ko man nahian karata?’’ ‘‘nahian.’’ ‘‘kyoan?’’ ‘‘vahaan jakar kya karooangi? sulatan yoosuph khaan ne mera ghar-bar chhin liya hai. meri maan be diyoan mean jak di huee dam to dati hogi ya mar gayi hogi.’’ ‘‘maian kahakar chhu dava dooanga, tum yahaan se chalo.’’ ‘‘nahian, maian yahaan se nahian ja sakati; par shahajada sahab, ap vahaan kyoan gaye the, maian jan gayi.’’ ‘‘noori, tum jan gayi ho, to achchhi bat hai. maian bhi be diyoan mean p da hooan. yahaan akabar ke changul mean chhatapata raha hooan. maian kal rat ko usi ke kaleje mean katar bhoank dene ke lie gaya tha.’’ ‘‘shahanshah ko marane ke lie?’’—bhay se chauankakar noori ne kaha. ‘‘haan noori, vahaan tum n ati, to mera kam n big data. kashmir ko h dapane ki usaki....’’ yakoob rukakar pichhe dekhane laga. door koee chala ja raha tha. noori bhi uth kh di huee. donoan aur niche jhil ki or utar gaye. jal ke kinare baithakar noori ne kaha—‘‘ab aisa n karana.’’ ‘‘kyoan n karooan?’’ mujhe kashmir se badhaqar aur kaun pyara hai?’’ maian usake lie kya nahian kar sakata?’’ yah kahakar yakoob ne lambi saans li. usaka sundar mukh vedana se vivarn ho gaya. noori ne dekha, vah pyar ki pratima hai. usake hriday mean prem-lila karane ki vasana balavati ho chali thi. phir yah ekant aur vasant ki nashili rat! usane kaha—‘‘ap chahe kashmir ko pyar karate hoan! par kuchh log aise bhi ho sakate haian, jo apako pyar karate hoan!’’ ‘‘pagal! mere samane ek hi tasavir hai. phooloan se bhari, phaloan se ladi huee, sindh aur jhelam ki ghatiyoan ki hariyali! maian is pyar ko chho dakar doosari or....?’’ ‘‘chup rahie, shahajada sahab! ap dhire se nahian bol sakate, to chup rahie.’’ yah kahakar noori ne ek bar phir pichhe ki or dekha. vah chanchal ho rahi thi, mano aj hi usake vasant-poorn yauvan ki sarthakata hai. aur vah vidrohi yuvak samrat akabar ke pran lene aur apane pran dene par tula hai. kahate haian ki tapasvi ko digane ke lie svarg ki apsaraean ati haian. aj noori apsara ban rahi thi. usane kaha—‘‘to mujhe kashmir le chaliega?’’ yakoob ke samip aur satakar bhayabhit-si hokar vah boli—‘‘bolie, mujhe le chaliega. maian bhi in sunahari be diyoan ko todऩa chahati hooan.’’ ‘‘tum mujhako pyar karati ho, noori?’’ ‘‘donoan lokoan se badhaqar?’’ noori unmadini ho rahi thi. ‘‘par mujhe to abhi ek bar phir vahi karana hai, jisake lie tum mana karati ho. bach jaooanga, to dekha jayaga.’’—yah kahakar yakoob ne usaka hath pak d liya. noori niche se oopar tak tharatharane lagi. usane apana sundar mukh yakoob ke kandhe par rakhakar kaha—‘‘nahian, ab aisa n karo, tumako meri kasam!’’ sahasa chauankakar yuvak phurti se uth kh da hua. aur noori jab tak sanbhali, tab tak yakoob vahaan n tha. abhi noori do pag bhi badhऩe n payi thi ki madam tatari ka kathor hath usake kandhoan par a pahuancha. tatari ne kaha—‘‘sulatana tumako kab se khoj rahi hai?’’

bhag 3

sulatana begam aur badashah chausari khel rahe the. udhar pachisi ke maidan mean sundariyaan gotean banakar chal chal rahi thian. naubatakhane se pahale pahar ki surili shahanaee baj rahi thi. naga de par akabar ki baandhi huee gati mean ladaqi thirak rahi thi, jisaki dhun mean akabar chal bhool gaye. unaki got pit gayi. piti huee got doosari n thi, vah thi noori. us din ki thapakiyoan ne usako sahasi bana diya tha. vah machalati huee bisat ke bahar tibari mean chali ayi. paanse hath mean lie hue akabar usaki or dekhane lage. noori ne alh dapan se kaha—‘‘to maian mar gayi?’’ ‘‘too jiti rah, maregi kyoan?’’ phir dakshin nayak ki tarah usaka manoranjan karane mean chatur akabar ne sulatana ki or dekhakar kaha—‘‘isaka nam kya hai?’’ man mean soch rahe the, us rat ki aankh-michauni vali ghatana! ‘‘yah kashmir ki rahanevali hai. isaka nam noori hai. bahut achchha nachati hai.’’—sulatana ne kaha. ‘‘maianne to kabhi nahian dekha.’’ ‘‘to dekhie n.’’ ‘‘noori? too isi shahanaee ki gat par nach sakegi?’’ ‘‘kyoan nahian, jahaanpanah!’’ gotean apane-apane ghar mean jahaan-ki-tahaan baithi rahian. noori ka vasana aur unmad se bhara hua nrity arambh hua. usake noopur khule hue bol rahe the. vah nachane lagi, jaise jalatarang. vagishvari ke vilambit svaroan mean aangoan ke anek maro doan ke bad jab kabhi vah chun-chunakar ek-do ghuanghuroo baja deti, tab akabar ‘‘vah! vah!’’ kah uthata. gh di-bhar nachane ke bad jab shahanaee band huee, tab akabar ne use bulakar kaha—‘‘noori! too kuchh chahati hai?’’ ‘‘nahian, jahaanpanah!’’ ‘‘kuchh bhi?’’ ‘‘maian apani maan ko dekhana chahati hooan. chhutti mile, to!’’—sir niche kiye hue noori ne kaha. ‘‘duth — aur kuchh nahian.’’ ‘‘aur kuchh nahian.’’ ‘‘achchha, to jab maian kabul chalane lagooanga, tab too bhi vahaan chal sakegi.’’ phir gotean chalane lagian. khel hone laga. sulatana aur shanahashah donoan hi is chinta mean the ki doosara hare. yahi to bat hai, sansar chahata hai ki tum mere sath khelo; par sada tumhian harate raho. noori phir got ban gayi thi. ab ki vahi phir piti. usane kaha—‘‘maian mar gayi.’’ akabar ne kaha—‘‘too alag ja baith.’’ chhutti pate hi thaki huee noori pachisi ke samip amaraee mean ja ghusi. abhi vah nachane ki thakavat se aang daee le rahi thi. sahasa yakoob ne akar use pak d liya. usake shithil sukumar aangoan ko dabakar usane kaha—‘‘noori, maian tumhare pyar ko lauta dene ke lie aya hooan.’’ vyakul hokar noori ne kaha—‘‘nahian, nahian, aisa n karo.’’ ‘‘maian aj marane-marane par tula hooan.’’ ‘‘to kya phir tum aj usi kam ke lie....’’ ‘‘haan noori!’’ ‘‘nahian, shahajada yakoob! aisa n karo. mujhe aj shaanhashah ne kashmir jane ki chhutti de di hai. maian tumhare sath bhi chal sakati hooan.’’ ‘‘par maian vahaan n jaooanga. noori! mujhe bhool jao.’’ noori use apane hathoan mean jak de thi; kintu yakoob ka desh-prem usaki pratijna ki poorti maang raha tha. yakoob ne kaha—‘‘noori! akabar sir jhukane se man jay so nahian. vah to jhuke hue sir par bhi chadh baithana chahata hai. mujhe chhutti do. maian yahi sochakar sukh se mar sakooanga ki koee mujhe pyar karata hai.’’ noori sisakakar rone lagi. yakoob ka kandha usake aansuoan ki dhara se bhigane laga. apani kathor bhavanaoan se unmatt aur vidrohi yuvak shahajada ne balapoorvak abhi apane ko ramani ke bahupash se chhu daya hi tha ki char tatari dasiyoan ne amaraee ke andhakar se nikalakar donoan ko pak d liya. akabar ki bisat abhi bichhi thi. pase akabar ke hath mean the. donoan aparadhi samane laye gaye. akabar ne ashchary se poochha—‘‘yakoob khaan?’’ yakoob ke natamastak ki rekhaean aianthi ja rahi thian. vah chup tha. phir noori ki or dekhakar shahanshah ne kaha—‘‘to isilie too kashmir jane ki chhutti maang rahi thi?’’ vah bhi chup. ‘‘yakoob! tumhara yah l dakapan yoosuph khaan bhi n sahate; lekin maian tumhean chho d deta hooan. jane ki taiyari karo. maian kabul se lautakar kashmir aooanga.’’ sanket pate hi tatariyaan yakoob ko le chalian. noori kh di rahi. akabar ne usaki or dekhakar kaha—‘‘ise burj mean le jao.’’ noori burj ke tahakhane mean bandini huee.

aththarah baras bad!

jab akabar ki navaratn-sabha uj d chuki thi, usake pratap ki jyoti ane-vale antim din ki udas aur dhuandhali chhaya mean vilin ho rahi thi, hindoo aur muslim-ekata ka utsah shital ho raha tha, tab akabar ko apane putr salim se bhi bhay utpann hua. salim ne apani svatantrata ki ghoshana ki thi, isilie pita-putr mean mel hone par bhi agara mean rahane ke lie salim ko jagah nahian thi. usane dukhi hokar apani janm-bhoomi mean rahane ki ajna maangi. salim phatehapur-sikari aya. mugal samrajy ka vah alaukik indrajal! akabar ki yauvan-nisha ka sunahara svapn—sikari ka mahal—patharili chattanoan par bikhara p da tha. itana akasmik utthan aur patan! jahaan ek vishvajanin dharm ki utpatti ki soochana huee, jahaan us dharmandhata ke yug mean ek chhat ke niche eesaee, parasi, jain, islam aur hindoo adi dharmoan par vad-vivad ho raha tha, jahaan sant salim ki samadhi thi, jahaan shah salim ka janm hua tha, vahian apani apoornata aur khandaharoan mean ast-vyast sikari ka mahal akabar ke jivan-kal mean hi, nirvasita sundari ki tarah daya ka patr, shrriangaravihin aur uj da p da tha. abhi tak akabar ke shoony shayan-mandir mean vikramadity ke navaratnoan ka chhaya-poorn abhinay chal raha tha! abhi tak saray mean koee yatri sant ki samadhi ka darshan karane ko ata hi rahata! abhi tak burjoan ke tahakhanoan mean kaidiyoan ka abhav n tha! sikari ki dasha dekhakar salim ka hriday vyathit ho utha. apoorn shilp bilakh rahe the. gire hue kangoore charanoan mean lot rahe the. apani mata ke mahal mean jakar salim bharapet roya. vahaan jo ine-gine das aur dasiyaan aur unake daroge bach rahe the, bhikhamangoan ki-si dasha mean phate-chith doan mean usake samane aye. sab samadhi ke langarakhane se bhojan pate the. salim ne samadhi ka darshan karake pahali ajna di ki tahakhanoan mean jitane bandi haian, sab chho d diye jayan. salim ko maloom tha ki yahaan koee rajanitik bandi nahian hai. durgandh se sane hue kitane hi nar-kankal sant salim ki samadhi par akar prasannata se hichaki lene lage aur yuvaraj salim ke charanoan ko choomane lage. unhian mean ek noori bhi thi. usaka yauvan karagar ki kathinaiyoan se kuchal gaya tha. saundary apane do-char rekha-chihn chho dakar samay ke pankhoan par baithakar u d gaya tha. sab logoan ko jivika bantane lagi. langarakhane ka naya prabandh hua. usamean se noori ko saray mean aye huye yatriyoan ko bhojan dene ka kary mila. vaishakh ki chaandani thi. jhil ke kinare maulasiri ke niche kaualoan ka jamaghat tha. log masti mean jhoom-jhoomakar ga rahe the. ‘‘maianne apane priyatam ko dekha tha.’’ ‘‘vah saundary, madira ki tarah nashila, chaandani-sa ujjval, tarangoan-sa yauvanapoorn aur apani hansi-sa nirmal tha.’’ ‘‘kintu halahal bhari usaki apaangadhara! ah nirday!’’ ‘‘maran aur jivan ka rahasy un sanketoan mean chhipa tha.’’ ‘‘aj bhi n jane kyoan bhoolane mean asamarth hooan.’’ ‘‘kunjoan mean phooloan ke jhuramut mean tum chhip sakoge. tumhara vah chir vikasamay saundary! vah digantavyapi saurabh! tumako chhipane dega?’’ ‘‘meri vikalata ko dekhakar prasann hone vale! maian balihari!’’ noori vahian kh di hokar sun rahi thi. vah kaualoan ke lie bhojan livakar ayi thi. gadhe ka payajama aur kurta, us par gadhe ki odhani. udas aur dayaniy mukh par nirihata ki shanti! noori mean vichitr parivartan tha. usaka hriday apani vivash paradhinata bhogate-bhogate shital aur bhagavanh ki karuna ka avalambi ban gaya tha. jab sant salim ki samadhi par vah baithakar bhagavanh ki prarthana karati thi, tab usake hriday mean kisi prakar ki saansarik vasana ya abhav-abhiyog ka yog n rahata. aj n jane kyoan, is sangit ne usaki soyi huee manovritti ko jaga diya. vahi maulasiri ka vriksh tha. sangit ka vah arth chahe kisi ajnat lok ki param sima tak pahuanchata ho; kintu aj to noori apane sanketasthal ki vahi ghatana smaran kar rahi thi, jisamean ek sundar yuvak se apane hriday ki batoan ke khol dene ka rahasy tha. vah kashmir ka shahajada aj kahaan hoga? noori ne chanchal hokar vahian thaloan ko rakhava diya aur svayan dhire-dhire apane uttejit hriday ko dabaye hue sant ki samadhi ki or chal p di. sangamaramar ki jaliyoan se tikakar vah baith gayi. samane chandrama ki kiranoan ka samaroh tha. vah dhyan mean nimagn thi. usaki nishchal tanmayata ke sukh ko nasht karate hue kisi ne kaha—‘‘noori! kya abhi saray mean khana n jayaga?’’ vah savadhan hokar uth kh di huee. langarakhane se rotiyoan ka thal lekar saray ki or chal p di. saray ke phatak par pahuanchakar vah nirashrit bhookhoan ko khoj-khoj kar rotiyaan dene lagi. ek kothari ke samip pahuanchakar usane dekha ki ek yuvak tooti huee khat par p da karah raha hai. usane poochha—‘‘kya hai? bhaee, tum bimar ho kya? maian tumhare lie kuchh kar sakati hooan to batao.’’ ‘‘bahut kuchh’’—toote svar se yuvak ne kaha. noori bhitar chali gayi. usane poochha—‘‘kya hai, kahie?’’ ‘‘pas mean paisa n hone se ye log meri khoj nahian lete. aj savere se maianne jal nahian piya. pair itane du:kh rahe haian ki uth nahian sakata.’’ ‘‘kuchh khaya bhi n hoga.’’ ‘‘kal rat ko yahaan pahuanchane par tho da-sa kha liya tha. paidal chalane se pair sooj aye haian. tab se yoan hi p da hooan.’’ noori thal rakhakar bahar chali gayi. pani lekar ayi. usane kaha—‘‘lo, ab uthakar kuchh rotiyaan khakar pani pi lo.’’ yuvak uth baitha. kuchh ann-jal pet mean jane ke bad jaise use chetana a gayi. usane poochha—‘‘tum kaun ho?’’ ‘‘maian langarakhane se rotiyaan baantati hooan. mera nam noori hai. jab tak tumhari pi da achchhi n hogi, maian tumhari seva karooangi. rotiyaan pahuanchaooangi. jal rakh jaooangi. ghabarao nahian. yah malik sabako dekhata hai.’’ yuvak ki vivarn aankhe prarthana mean oopar ki or uth gayian. phir dirgh ni:shvas lekar usane poochha—‘‘kya nam batalaya? noori n? ‘‘haan, yahi to!’’ ‘‘achchha, tum yahaan mahaloan mean jati hogi.’’ ‘‘mahal! haan, mahaloan ki divarean to kh di haian.’’ ‘‘tab tum nahian janati hogi. usaka bhi nam noori tha! vah kashmir ki rahane vali thi.’’ ‘‘usase apako kya kam hai?’’—man-hi-man kaanp kar noori ne poochha. ‘‘mile to kah dena ki ek abhage ne tumhare pyar ko thukara diya tha. vah kashmir ka shahajada tha. par ab to bhikhamange se bhi....’’ kahate-kahate usaki aankhoan se aansoo bahane lage. noori ne usake aansoo poanchhakar poochha—‘‘kya ab bhi usase milane ka man karata hai?’’ vah sisakakar kahane laga—‘‘mera nam yakoob khaan hai. maianne akabar ke samane talavar uthayi aur l da bhi. jo kuchh mujhase ho sakata tha, vah kashmir ke lie maianne kiya. isake bad vihar ke bhayanak tahakhane mean be diyoan se jak da hua kitane dinoan tak p da raha. suna hai ki sultan salim ne vahaan ke abhagoan ko phir se dhoop dekhane ke lie chho d diya hai. maian vahian se thokarean khata hua chala a raha hooan. hathak diyoan se chhootane par kisi apane pyar karanevale ko dekhana chahata tha. isi se sikari chala aya. dekhata hooan ki mujhe vah bhi n milega.’’ yakoob apani ukh di huee saansoan ko sanbhalane laga tha aur noori ke man mean vigat kal ki ghatana, apane prem-samarpan ka utsah, phir us manasvi yuvak ki avahelana sajiv ho uthi. aj jivan ka kya roop hota? asha se bhari sansar-yatra kis sundar vishram-bhavan mean pahuanchati? ab tak sansar ke kitane sundar rahasy phooloan ki tarah apani pankhudiy़aan khol chuke hote? ab prem karane ka din to nahian raha. hriday mean itana pyar kahaan raha, jo dooangi, jisase yah thooanth hara ho jayaga. nahian, noori ne moh ka jal chhinn kar diya hai. vah ab usamean n p degi. to bhi is dayaniy manushy ki seva; kintu yah kya! yakoob hichakiyaan le raha tha. usaki pukar ka santosh-janak uttar nahian mila. nirmam-hriday noori ne vilamb kar diya. vah vichar karane lagi thi aur yakoob ko itana avasar nahian tha! noori usaka sir hathoan par lekar use litane lagi. sath hi abhage yakoob ke khule hue pyase muanh mean, noori ki aankhoan ke aansoo tapatap girane lage!