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chitr:Icon-edit.gif is lekh ka punarikshan evan sampadan hona avashyak hai. ap isamean sahayata kar sakate haian. "sujhav"

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baj adami apani stri se isalie naraz rahate haian ki usake l dakiyaan hi kyoan hoti haian, l dake kyoan nahian hote. janate haian ki inamean stri ka dosh nahian hai, ya hai to utana hi jitana mera, phir bhi jab dekhie stri se roothe rahate haian, use abhagini kahate haian aur sadaiv usaka dil dukhaya karate haian. nirupama unhian abhagini striyoan mean thi aur ghamandilal tripathi unhian atyachari purushoan mean. nirupama ke tin betiyaan lagatar huee thian aur vah sare ghar ki nigahoan se gir gayi thi. sas-sasur ki aprasannata ki to use vishesh chianta n thi, ve purane jamane ke log the, jab l dakiyaan garadan ka bojh aur poorvajanmoan ka pap samajhi jati thian. haan, use duahkh apane patidev ki aprasannata ka tha jo padhe-likhe adami hokar bhi use jali-kati sunate rahate the. pyar karana to door raha, nirupama se sidhe muanh bat n karate, kee-kee dinoan tak ghar hi mean n ate aur ate bhi to kuchh is tarah khianche-tane hue rahate ki nirupama thar-thar kaanpati rahati thi, kahian garaj n uthean. ghar mean dhan ka abhav n tha; par nirupama ko kabhi yah sahas n hota tha ki kisi samany vastu ki ichchha bhi prakat kar sake. vah samajhati thi, maian yatharth mean abhagin hooan, nahian to kya bhagavanh meri kokh mean l dakiyaan hi rachate. pati ki ek mridu muskan ke lie, ek mithi bat ke lie usaka hriday t dapakar rah jata tha. yahaan tak ki vah apani l dakiyoan ko pyar karate hue sakuchati thi ki log kaheange, pital ki nath par itana guman karati hai. jab tripathiji ke ghar mean ane ka samay hota to kisi-n-kisi bahane se vah l dakiyoan ko unaki aankhoan se door kar deti thi. sabase b di vipatti yah thi ki tripathiji ne dhamaki di thi ki abaki kanya huee to ghar chho dakar nikal jaooanga, is narak mean kshan-bhar bhi n thaharooanga. nirupama ko vah chianta aur bhi khaye jati thi.

vah mangal ka vrat rakhati thi, ravivar, nirjala ekadasi aur n jane kitane vrat karati thi. snan-pooja to nity ka niyam tha; par kisi anushthan se manokamana n poori hoti thi. nity avahelana, tiraskar, upeksha, apaman sahate-sahate usaka chitt sansar se virakt ho jata tha. jahaan kan ek mithi bat ke lie, aankhean ek prem-drishti ke lie, hriday ek aliangan ke lie taras kar rah jaye, ghar mean apani koee bat n poochhe, vahaan jivan se kyoan n aruchi ho jay ?

ek din ghor nirasha ki dasha mean usane apani b di bhavaj ko ek patr likha. ek-ek akshar se asahy vedana tapak rahi thi. bhavaj ne uttar diya- tumhare bhaiya jald tumhean vida karane jayange. yahaan ajakal ek sachche mahatma aye hue haian jinaka ashirvad kabhi nishphal nahian jata. yahaan kee santanahin striyaan unake ashirvad se putravati ho gayian. poorn asha hai ki tumhean bhi unaka ashirvad kalyanakari hoga.

nirupama ne yah patr pati ko dikhaya. tripathiji udasin bhav se bole- srishti-rachana mahatmaoan ke hath ka kam nahian, eeshvar ka kam hai.

nirupama- haan, lekin mahatmaoan mean bhi to kuchh siddhi hoti hai.

ghamandilal- haan hoti hai, par aise mahatmaoan ke darshan durlabh haian.

nirupama- maian to is mahatma ke darshan karooangi.

ghamandilal- chali jana.

nirupama- jab baanjhinoan ke l dake hue to maian kya unase bhi gayi-gujari hooan ?

ghamandilal- kah to diya bhaee chali jana. yah karake bhi dekh lo. mujhe to aisa maloom hota hai, putr ka mukh dekhana hamare bhagy mean hi nahian hai.

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kee din bad nirupama apane bhaee ke sath maike gayi. tinoan putriyaan bhi sath thian. bhabhi ne unhean prem se gale lagakar kaha, tumhare ghar ke adami b de nirdayi haian. aisi gulab ke phooloan ki-si l dakiyaan pakar bhi takadir ko rote haian. ye tumhean bhari hoan to mujhe de do. jab nanad aur bhavaj bhojan karake letian to nirupama ne poochha- vah mahatma kahaan rahate haian ?

bhavaj- aisi jaldi kya hai, bata dooangi.

nirupama- hai nagich hi n ?

bhavaj- bahut nagich. jab kahogi, unhean bula dooangi.

nirupama- to kya tum logoan par bahut prasann haian kya ?

bhavaj- donoan vakt yahian bhojan karate haian. yahian rahate haian.

nirupama- jab ghar hi mean vaidy to mariye kyoan ? aj mujhe unake darshan kara dena.

bhavaj- bheant kya dogi ?

nirupama- maian kis layaq hooan ?

bhavaj- apani sabase chhoti l daki de dena.

nirupama- chalo, gali deti ho.

bhavaj- achchha yah n sahi, ek bar unhean premaliangan karane dena.

nirupama- bhabhi, mujhase aisi hansi karogi to maian chali jaooangi.

bhavaj- vah mahatma b de rasiya haian.

nirupama- to choolhe mean jayan. koee dusht hoga.

bhavaj- unaka ashirvad to isi shart par milega. vah aur koee bheant svikar hi nahian karate.

nirupama- tum to yoan batean kar rahi ho mano unaki pratinidhi ho.

bhavaj- haan, vah yah sab vishay mere hi dvara tay kiya karate haian. maian bheant leti hooan. maian hi ashirvad deti hooan, maian hi unake hitarth bhojan kar leti hooan.

nirupama- to yah kaho ki tumane mujhe bulane ke lie yah hila nikala hai.

bhavaj- nahian, unake sath hi tumhean kuchh aise gur bata dooangi jisase tum apane ghar aram se raho.

isake bad donoan sakhiyoan mean kanaphoosi hone lagi. jab bhavaj chup huee to nirupama boli- aur jo kahian phir kanya huee to ?

bhavaj- to kya ? kuchh din to shaanti aur sukh se jivan katega. yah din to koee lauta n lega. putr hua to kahana hi kya, putri huee to phir koee nayi yukti nikali jayagi. tumhare ghar ke jaise akl ke dushmanoan ke sath aisi hi chalean chalane mean gujara hai.

nirupama- mujhe to sankoch maloom hota hai.

bhavaj- tripathiji ko do-char din mean patr likh dena ki mahatma ji ke darshan hue aur unhoanne mujhe varadan diya hai. eeshvar ne chaha to usi din se tumhari man-pratishtha hone lagegi. ghamandi dau de hue ayeange aur tumhare oopar pran nichhavar kareange. kam-se-kam sal-bhar to chain ki vanshi bajana. isake bad dekhi jayagi.

nirupama- pati se kapat karooan to pap n lagega ?

bhavaj- aise svarthiyoan se kapat karana puny hai.

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tin-char mahine ke bad nirupama apane ghar ayi. ghamandilal use vida karane gaye the. sarahaj ne mahatmaji ka rang aur bhi chokha kar diya. boli- aisa to kisi ko dekha nahian ki in mahatmaji ne varadan diya ho aur vah poora n ho gaya ho. haan, jisaka bhagy hi phoot jay use koee kya kar sakata hai.

ghamandilal pratyaksh to varadan aur ashirvad ki upeksha hi karate rahe, in batoan par vishvas karana ajakal sankochajanak maloom hota hai; par unake dil par asar zaroor hua.

nirupama ki khatiradariyaan honi shuroo hueean. jab vah garbhavati huee to sabake diloan mean nayi-nayi ashaean hilorean lene lagian. sas jo uthate gali aur baithate vyangy se batean karati thi ab use pan ki tarah pherati- beti, tum rahane do, maian hi rasoee bana looangi, tumhara sir dukhane lagega. kabhi nirupama kalase ka pani ya koee charapaee uthane lagati to sas dau dati- bahoo, rahane do, maian ati hooan, tum koee bhari chiz mat uthaya karo. l dakiyoan ki bat aur hoti hai, un par kisi bat ka asar nahian hota, l dake to garbh hi mean man karane lagate haian. ab nirupama ke lie doodh ka uthauna kiya gaya, jisase balak pusht aur gora ho. ghamandilal vastrabhooshanoan par utaroo ho gaye. har mahine ek-n-ek nayi chiz late. nirupama ka jivan itana sukhamay kabhi n tha. us samay bhi nahian jab naveli vadhoo thi.

mahine gujarane lage. nirupama ko anubhoot lakshanoan se vidit hone laga ki yah kanya hi hai; par vah is bhed ko gupt rakhati thi. sochati, savan ki dhoop hai, isaka kya bharosa jitani chiz dhoop mean sukhani ho sukha lo, phir to ghata chhayegi hi. bat-bat par big dati. vah kabhi itani manashila n thi. par ghar mean koee chooan tak n karata ki kahian bahoo ka dil n dukhe, nahian balak ko kasht hoga. kabhi-kabhi nirupama keval gharavaloan ko jalane ke lie anushthan karati, use unhean jalane mean maja ata tha. vah sochati, tum svarthiyoan ko jitana jalaooan utana achchha ! tum mera adar isalie karate ho n ki maian bachcha janooangi jo tumhare kul ka nam chalayega. maian kuchh nahian hooan, balak hi sab-kuchh hai. mera apana koee mahattv nahian, jo kuchh hai vah balak ke nate. yah mere pati haian ! pahale inhean mujhase kitana prem tha, tab itane sansar-lolup n hue the. ab inaka prem keval svarth ka svaang hai. maian bhi pashu hooan jise doodh ke lie chara-pani diya jata hai. khair, yahi sahi, is vakt to tum mere kaboo mean aye ho ! jitane gahane ban sakean banava looan, inhean to chhin n loge.

is tarah das mahine poore ho gaye. nirupama ki donoan nanadean sasural se bulayi gayian. bachche ke lie pahale hi se sone ke gahane banava liye gaye, doodh ke lie ek sundar dudhar gay mol le li gayi, ghamandilal use hava khilane ko ek chhoti-si sejaga di laye. jis din nirupama ko prasav-vedana hone lagi, dvar par panditaji muhoort dekhane ke lie bulaye gaye. ek mirashikar bandook chho dane ko bulaya gaya, gayanean mangal-gan ke lie bator li gayian. ghar mean til-til par khabar mangayi jati thi, kya hua ? ledi d aauktar bhi bulayi gayi. bajevale hukm ke iantazar mean baithe the. pamar bhi apani sarangi liye ‘jachcha man kare nandalal soan’ ki tan sunane ko taiyar baitha tha. sari taiyariyaan, sari ashaean, sara utsah, sara samaroh ek hi shabd par avalambit tha. jyoan-jyoan der hoti thi logoan mean utsukata badhati jati thi. ghamandilal apane manobhavoan ko chhipane ke lie ek samachar-patr dekh rahe the, mano unhean l daka ya l daki donoan hi barabar haian. magar unake boodhe pitaji itane savadhan n the. unaki bachhean khili jati thian, hans-hansakar sabase bat kar rahe the aur paisoan ki ek thaili ko bar-bar uchhalate the.

mirashikar ne kaha- malik se abaki pag di dupatta looanga.

pitaji ne khilakar kaha- abe kitani pag diyaan lega ? itani bebhav ki dooanga ki sar ke bal ganje ho jayange.

pamar bola- sarakar se abaki kuchh jivika looan.

pitaji khilakar bole- abe kitani khayega; khila-khilakar pet pha d dooanga.

sahasa mahari ghar mean se nikali. kuchh ghabarayi-si thi. vah abhi kuchh bolane bhi n payi thi ki mirashikar ne bandook phair kar hi to di. bandook chhootani thi ki roshanachauki ki tan bhi chhi d gayi, pamar bhi kamar kasakar nachane ko kh da ho gaya.

mahari- are tum sab-ke-sab bhang kha gaye ho kya ?

mirashikar- kya hua kya ?

mahari- hua kya, l daki hi to phir huee hai.

pitaji- l daki huee hai ?

yah kahate-kahate vah kamar thamakar baith gaye mano vajr gir p da. ghamandilal kamare se nikal aye aur bole- jakar ledi d aauktar se to poochh. achchhi tarah dekh le. dekha n suna, chal kh di huee.

mahari- babooji, maianne to aankhoan dekha hai !

ghamandilal- kanya hi hai ?

pita- hamari takadir hi aisi hai beta ! jao re sab-ke-sab ! tum sabhi ke bhagy mean kuchh pana n likha tha to kahaan se pate. bhag jao. saik doan rupaye par pani phir gaya, sari taiyari mitti mean mil gayi.

ghamandilal- is mahatma se poochhana chahie. maian aj dak se jara bacha kar khabar leta hooan.

pita- dhoort hai, dhoort !

ghamandilal- maian usaki sari dhoortata nikal dooanga. mare dandoan ke khop di n to d dooan to kahiega. chaandal kahian ka ! usake karan mere saik doan rupaye par pani phir gaya. yah sejaga di, yah gay, yah palana, yah sone ke gahane kisake sir patakooan. aise hi usane kitanoan hi ko thaga hoga. ek dapha bacha ki marammat ho jati to thik ho jate.

pitaji- beta, usaka dosh nahian, apane bhagy ka dosh hai.

ghamandilal- usane kyoan kaha aisa nahian hoga. auratoan se is pakhand ke lie kitane hi rupaye aianthe hoange. vah sab unhean ugalana p dega, nahian to pulis mean rapat kar dooanga. qanoon mean pakhand ka bhi to dand hai. maian pahale hi chauanka tha ki ho n ho pakhandi hai; lekin meri sarahaj ne dhokha diya, nahian to maian aise pajiyoan ke panje mean kab anevala tha. ek hi suar hai.

pitaji- beta, sabr karo. eeshvar ko jo kuchh manjoor tha, vah hua. l daka-l daki donoan hi eeshvar ki den haian, jahaan tin haian vahaan ek aur sahi.

pita aur putr mean to yah batean hoti rahian. pamar, mirashikar adi ne apane-apane dande sanbhale aur apani rah chale. ghar mean matam-sa chha gaya, ledi d aauktar bhi vida kar di gayi, saur mean jachcha aur daee ke siva koee n raha. vriddha mata to itani hatash huee ki usi vakt atavas-khatavas lekar p d rahi.

jab bachche ki barahi ho gayi to ghamandilal stri ke pas gaye aur sarosh bhav se bole- phir l daki ho gayi !

nirupama- kya karooan, mera kya bas ?

ghamandilal- us papi dhoort ne b da chakama diya.

nirupama- ab kya kahooan, mere bhagy hi mean n hoga, nahian to vahaan kitani hi auratean babaji ko rat-din ghere rahati thian. vah kisi se kuchh lete to kahati ki dhoort haian, kasam le lo jo maianne ek kau di bhi unhean di ho.

ghamandilal- usane liya ya n liya, yahaan to divala nikal gaya. maloom ho gaya takadir mean putr nahian likha hai. kul ka nam doobana hi hai to kya aj dooba, kya das sal bad dooba. ab kahian chala jaooanga, grihasthi mean kaun-sa sukh rakha hai.

vah bahut der tak kh de-kh de apane bhagy ko rote rahe; par nirupama ne sir tak n uthaya.

nirupama ke sir phir vahi vipatti a p di, phir vahi tane, vahi apaman, vahi anadar, vahi chhichhaledar, kisi ko chianta n rahati ki khati-piti hai ya nahian, achchhi hai ya bimar hai, dukhi hai ya sukhi. ghamandilal yadyapi kahian n gaye, par nirupama ko yah dhamaki prayah nity hi milati rahati thi. kee mahine yoan hi gujar gaye to nirupama ne phir bhavaj ko likha ki tumane aur bhi mujhe vipatti mean dal diya. isase to pahale hi bhali thi. ab to koee bat bhi nahian poochhata ki marati hai ya jiti hai. agar yahi dasha rahi to svami ji chahe sannyas lean ya n lean, lekin maian sansar ko avashy tyag dooangi.

bhabhi yah patr pakar paristhiti samajh gayi. abaki usane nirupama ko bulaya nahian, janati thi ki log vida hi n kareange, pati ko lekar svayan a pahuanchi. usaka nam sukeshi tha. b di milanasar, chatur, vinodashil stri thi. ate hi ate nirupama ki god mean kanya dekhi to boli- are yah kya ?

sas- bhagy hai aur kya !

sukeshi- bhagy kaisa ? isane mahatmaji ki batean bhula di hoangi. aisa to ho hi nahian sakata ki vah muanh se jo kuchh kah dean, vah n ho. kyoan ji, tumane mangal ka vrat rakha ?

nirupama- barabar, ek vrat bhi n chho da.

sukeshi- paanch brahmanoan ko mangal ke din bhojan karati rahian ?

nirupama- yah to unhoanne nahian kaha tha.

sukeshi- tumhara sir, mujhe khoob yad hai, mere samane unhoanne bahut zor dekar kaha tha. tumane socha hoga, brahmanoan ko bhojan karane se kya hota hai. yah n samajha ki koee anushthan saphal nahian hota jab tak vidhivath usaka palan n kiya jay.

sas- isane kabhi isaki charcha hi nahian ki; nahian, paanch kya das brahmanoan ko jima deti. tumhare dharm se kuchh kami nahian hai.

sukeshi- kuchh nahian, bhool ho gayi aur kya. rani, bete ka muanh yoan dekhana nasib nahian hota. b de-b de jap-tap karane p date haian, tum mangal ke ek vrat hi se ghabara gayian ?

sas- abhagini hai aur kya ?

ghamandilal- aisi kaun-si b di batean thian, jo yad n rahian ? vah khud ham logoan ko jalana chahati hai.

sas- vahi to kahooan ki mahatma ki bat kaise nishphal huee. yahaan sat barasoan tak ‘tulasi maee’ ko diya chadhaya, jab ja ke bachche ka janm hua.

ghamandilal- inhoanne samajha tha dal-bhat ka kaur hai !

sukeshi- khair, ab jo hua, so hua kal mangal hai, phir vrat rakho aur abaki sat brahmanoan ko jimao. dekhean, kaise mahatmaji ki bat nahian poori hoti.

ghamandilal- vyarth hai, inake kiye kuchh n hoga.

sukeshi- babooji, ap vidvanh samajhadar hokar itana dil chhota karate haian. abhi apaki umr hi kya hai. kitane putr lijiega ? nakoan dam n ho jay to kahiega.

sas- beti, doodh-poot se bhi kisi ka man bhara hai ?

sukeshi- eeshvar ne chaha to ap logoan ka man bhar jayaga. mera to bhar gaya.

ghamandilal- sunati ho maharani, abaki koee golamal mat karana. apani bhabhi se sab byora achchhi tarah poochh lena.

sukeshi- ap nishchiant rahean, maian yad kara dooangi; kya bhojan karana hoga, kaise rahana hoga, kaise snan karana hoga, yah sab likha dooangi aur ammaanji, aj ke atharah mas bad apase koee bhari inam looangi.

sukeshi ek saptah yahaan rahi aur nirupama ko khoob likha-padhakar chali gayi.

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nirupama ka iqabal phir chamaka, ghamandilal abaki itane ashvasit hue ki bhavishy ne bhoot ko bhula diya. nirupama phir baandi se rani huee, sas phir use pan ki bhaanti pherane lagi, log usaka muanh johane lage.

din gujarane lage, nirupama kabhi kahati ammaanji, aj maianne svapn dekha ki ek vriddha stri ne akar mujhe pukara aur ek nariyal dekar boli- yah tumhean diye jati hooan; kabhi kahati, ammaanji, abaki n jane kyoan mere dil mean b di-b di umangean paida ho rahi haian, ji chahata hai khoob gana sunooan, nadi mean khoob snan karooan, haradam nasha-sa chhaya rahata hai. sas sunakar muskurati aur kahati- bahoo, ye shubh lakshan haian.

nirupama chupake-chupake majoon mangakar khati aur apane asal netroan se takati huee ghamandilal se poochhati- meri aankhean lal haian kya ?

ghamandilal khush hokar kahate- maloom hota hai, nasha chadha hua hai. ye shubh lakshan hai.

nirupama ko sugandhoan se kabhi itana prem n tha, phooloan ke gajaroan par ab vah jan deti thi.

ghamandilal ab nity sote samay use mahabharat ki vir kathaean padh kar sunate, kabhi guru goviandasianh ki kirti ka varnan karate. abhimanyu ki katha se nirupama ko b da prem tha. pita apane anevale putr ko vir-sanskaroan se paripoorit kar dena chahata tha.

ek din nirupama ne pati se kaha- nam kya rakhoge ?

ghamandilal- yah to tumane khoob socha. mujhe to isaka dhyan hi n raha tha. aisa nam hona chahie jisase shaury aur tej tapake. socho koee nam.

donoan prani namoan ki vyakhya karane lage. joravaralal se lekar harishchandr tak sabhi nam ginaye gaye, par us asamany balak ke lie koee nam n mila. aant mean pati ne kaha- tegabahadur kaisa nam hai.

nirupama- bas-bas, yahi nam mujhe pasand hai ?

ghamandilal- nam to badhiya hai. tegabahadur ki kirti sun hi chuki ho. nam ka adami par b da asar hota hai.

nirupama- nam hi to sabakuchh hai. dam di, chhakau di, ghurahoo, katavaroo, jisake nam dekhe use bhi ‘yatha nam tatha gun’ hi paya. hamare bachche ka nam hoga tegabahadur.

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prasav-kal a pahuancha. nirupama ko maloom tha ki kya hone vala hai; lekin bahar mangalacharan ka poora saman tha. abaki kisi ko leshamatr bhi sandeh n tha. nach, gane ka prabandh bhi kiya gaya tha. ek shamiyana kh da kiya gaya tha aur mitragan usamean baithe khush-gappiyaan kar rahe the. halavaee k dah se pooriyaan aur mithaiyaan nikal raha tha. kee bore anaj ke rakhe hue the ki shubh samachar pate hi bhikshuoan ko baante jayean. ek kshan ka bhi vilamb n ho, isalie boroan ke muanh khol diye gaye the.

lekin nirupama ka dil pratikshan baitha jata tha. ab kya hoga ? tin sal kisi tarah kaushal se kat gaye aur maje mean kat gaye, lekin ab vipatti sir par mandara rahi hai. hay ! kitani paravashata hai ! niraparadh hone par bhi yah dand ! agar bhagavanh ki ichchha hai ki mere garbh se koee putr n janm le to mera kya dosh ! lekin kaun sunata hai. maian hi abhagini hooan, maian hi tyajy hooan, maian hi kalamuanhi hooan, isilie n ki paravash hooan ! kya hoga ? abhi ek kshan mean yah sara anandotsav shok mean doob jayaga, mujh par bauchharean p dane lageangi, bhitar se bahar tak mujhi ko koseange, sas-sasur ka bhay nahian, lekin svami ji shayad phir mera muanh n dekhean, shayad nirash hokar ghar-bar tyag dean. charoan taraph amangal hi amangal hai. maian apane ghar ki, apani santan ki durdasha dekhane ke lie kyoan jivit hooan. kaushal bahut ho chuka, ab usase koee asha nahian. mere dil mean kaise-kaise araman the. apani pyari bachchiyoan ka lalan-palan karati, unhean byahati, unake bachchoan ko dekhakar sukhi hoti. par ah ! yah sab araman khak mean mile jate haian. bhagavanh ! tumhian ab inake pita ho, tumhian inake rakshak ho. maian to ab jati hooan.

ledi d aauktar ne kaha- vel ! phir l daki hai.

bhitar-bahar kuharam mach gaya, pittas p d gayi. ghamandilal ne kaha- jahannum mean jay aisi ziandagi, maut bhi nahian a jati !

unake pita bhi bole- abhagini hai, vajr abhagini !

bhikshuoan ne kaha- roo apani takadir ko, ham koee doosara dvar dekhate haian.

abhi yah shokodgar n hone paya tha ki ledi d aauktar ne kaha- maan ka hal achchha nahian hai. vah ab nahian bach sakati. usaka dil band ho gaya hai.

tika tippani aur sandarbh

bahari k diyaan

sanbandhit lekh

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