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mera jivan e-van -kaka hatharasi
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kavi	kaka hatharasi
mool shirshak	'mera jivan e-van'
prakashak	dayamand p aauket buks
ISBN	81-288-1015-4
desh	bharat
prishth:	200
bhasha	hindi
shaili	hasy
vishesh	kaka hatharasi ki is atmakatha mean unhoanne apane jivan ki kee mahattvapoorn ghatanaoan ka ullekh kiya hai.

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mera jivan e-van hindi ke pasiddh hasy kaviyoan mean gine jane vale kaka hatharasi ki atmakatha hai. 'prabhudayal garg' hindi sahity jagath mean "kaka hatharasi" ke nam se prasiddh haian. 'agrasen jayanti' par hatharas, uttar pradesh mean 'navayuvak agraval mandal' ki taraf se ayojit hone vale ek prahasan mean prabhudayal garg ne prahasan ke nayak 'kaka chaudhari' ki bhoomika ko itane prabhavashali dhang se abhinit kiya ki vah kaka ke nam se hi nagar mean pukare jane lage. age chalakar ek kavi ke roop mean unaka nam "kaka hatharasi" ke roop mean hi sat samandar par tak prasarit hua. apani atmakatha "mera jivan e-van" mean unhoanne apane nagar ka b de sneh se smaran kiya hai- "bharat mean aise shahar keval do hi haian, jo ras se rasasikt haian- hatharas aur banaras."

pustak aansh

aj hindi sahity mean kaka hatharasi ko kaun nahian janata. kaka ka bachapan kashtamay zaroor tha, par inhoanne kisi ko mahasoos hone nahian diya. bad mean chalakar inaki hasy evan marmik kavitaean samany-jan tak prachalit hueean. aj inake hajaroan shishy hindi ke uchch sahityakar haian. jagah-jagah sahityik manchoan se inaki kavitaean b di rochakata se padhi v suni jati haian. kaka kahane matr se aj inhian ka bodh hota hai.

din attharah sitanbar, agraval parivar.
unnis sau chh: mean liya, kaka ne avatar.

janm

maian prabhoodayal garg urf kaka haantharasi apane jivan ke 88vean varsh mean pravesh kar raha hooan. jo kuchh kahooanga, sach-sach kahooanga. sach ke atirikt kuchh nahian kahooanga. apani prasiddhi chhalaang lagate-lagate bhagavan tak pahuanch gee hai, isalie udhar se bhi kavi sammelan ka amantran ane vala hai. n maloom kab, prabhu ji apane prabhoodayal ko hansane-hansane ke lie apane darabar mean bula lean. kintu jane se poorv bhagavanh se apana parishramik zaroor tay kareange, tab svikriti deange. hatharas ki rasili hasyamayi dharati par hamara avataran shubh miti ashvin krishnaa 15 sanvat 1963 dinaank 18 sitambar, 1906 ee. ki madhyaratri ko hua. yadi 12 baje se poorv hua hota to 18 tarikh aur 12 bajakar ek sekeand par hua hota to 19 sitambar. garibi ke karan ghar mean gh di to thi nahian. hamare p dosi pandit divakar ji shastri ne 18 tarikh ki shubhagh di kayam karake hamari janmakuandali is prakar bana dali. ise prasiddh jyotirvid shri narayanadatt shrimali ne apani pustak mean bhi prakashit kiya gaya hai.

un dinoan janm-maran ki soochana nagarapalika mean ghar ki mahatarani diya karati thi. at: 19 sitanbar, 1906 ko hi nagarapalika mean yah shabd aankit hue. ‘shibbo ke l daka hua hai.’ mere pitaji ka nam shivapal tha, jinako kuchh log shibbo ji kaha karate the. janmadatri mataji ka nam barphidevi. itani mithi maiya ki kokh se janm lene vala balak madhuras ya hasyaras se otaprot hua to isamean ashchary ki kya bat hai? halla ho gaya mohalla mean ki shivalal ke jo lalla hua hai, vah paida hote hi hans raha hai. kintu bad mean jab is mamale ki jaanch p datal huee to asaliyat yahi samane aee ki shishu ki mudra-kshan-kshan mean n kuchh aisi banati thi ki rone ya hansane ka nirnay karana kathin ho jata tha. yah rahasy hamare b de hone par kuchh b di-boodhiyoan ne hamean bataya tha.

ghar parivar

mere prapitamah gokul-mahavan se akar hatharas mean bas ge the. yahaan bartan-vikray ka vyapar kiya. bartan ke vyapari ko un dinoan 'kasere' kaha jata tha. pitamah (baba) sitaram kasere ne apane pita ke vyavasay ko chaloo rakha. usake bad bantavara hone par bartan ki dukan parivar ki doosari shakha par chali geean. parinamat: mere pitashri ko bartanoan ki ek dukan par munimagiri karani p di. pharm ka nam tha- 'dhoomimal kasere'.

pleg ki mahamari

parivar mean 1906 mean mera janm aise samay mean hua, jab pleg ki bhayankar bimari ne hazaroan gharoan ko uza d diya tha. yah bimari desh ke jis bhag mean phailati, usake gaanvoan aur shaharoan ko viran banati chali jati thi. shahar se gaanvoan aur gaanvoan se nagaroan ki or vyakulata se bhagati huee bhi d hriday ko kanpit kar deti thi. kitane hi ghar uj d ge, bachche anath ho ge, mahilaean vidhava ho geean. kisi-kisi ghar mean to nanhean-munnoan ko palane vala tak n bacha. tab hamare parivar par bhi jaise bijali gir geean. ham abhi keval 15 din ke hi shishu the, ki hamare pitaji ko pleg chat gee. 20 varshiy mata barphidevi, jinhoanne abhi sansari jivan janane-samajhane ka prayatn hi kiya tha, is vajrapat se vyakul ho uthian. manoan sara vishv unake lie soona aur aandhakaramay ho gaya. un dinoan ghar me mataji, hamare b de bhaee bhajanalal aur ek b di bahin kiran devi aur ham, is prakar kul char prani sadhan-vihin rah ge.

bahan ka pyar

hamari bahan kiranadevi ham par bahut la d-pyar karati thi. ek din vah hamako god mean khilate-khilate bazar le geean. lautakar vapas aeean to ek bhayankar durghatana ho gee. mataji ne usi samay roti banakar garam tava zamin par rakha tha. bahin ko maloom nahian tha ki tava garam hai. god se hamako utarakar kahane lagi- "hamaro bhaiya ga di mean baithogo". in shabdoan ke sath bahin ne hamako jalate hue tave par rakha diya. chillane-chikhane par sare ghar mean kuharam mach gaya. hamare baean pair ka kuchh hissa aur ek nitamb buri tarah jal ge the. hamako to ab kuchh bhi yad nahian hai, kyoanki un dinoan ham ek varsh ke balak the. mataji bataya karati thian- "beta too chh: mahine tak auandha p da raha tha. daktaroan ka ilaj karane layaq paisa nahian tha, at: deshi davaiyoan ka lep karake thik kiya tha." abhi tak jalane ke nishan hamare aangoan se door nahian. plastik sarjari-dvara ham any jagah se cham di katavakar un sthaloan par lagavane ki moorkhata bhi nahian kareange. ek afat ke bad doosari musibat kyoan mol lean?

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