सौंदर्य के उपासक -गजानन माधव मुक्तिबोध
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komal trinoan ke urashthal par meghoan ke premashru bikhare p de the. ravi ki saandhhy kiranean un mridul-shpandit trinoan ke uroan mean n maloom kise khoj rahi thi. maian chupachap kh da tha. bayaan hath 'usake' baean kanhdhe par. kabhi nisarg-devata ki is ramhy kalhpana ki or to kabhi meri pranayini ke shram-jal-sikht sunhdar mukh par drishtikshep karata hua n maloom kis uthtal-tarangit jaladhi mean gote kha raha tha. sahasa meri sthiti par mera dhhyan gaya. asapas dekha koee nahian tha. chidi़yaan vrikshoan par 'kil bil' 'kil bil' kar rahi thi. maianne usaki pith par komal thapaki dekar usaka dhhyan apani or khiancha. vah shuchi smita ramani meri or kianchit hans di.
maianne maun to dane ke lie kaha, 'dekho, anil, kaisi manohar hai prakriti ki shobha.'
vah 'hooan' kahakar musakura di. 'anil, khya tum saunhdary ki upasika nahian! anil, bolo n !' maianne vivhhal hokar poochha. 'khyoan nahian ! pramod, maian saunhdary ki upasika to hooan par usi saunhdary ke hriday ki bhi. pramod, ghabarao na. maian soch rahi thi ki yah nisarg devi kisake lie itana ramhy, pavitr, shrriangar kie baithi haian ! kaun hai vah saubhaghyashali purush ! pramod, maian saunhdary ki upasika hooan, maian prem ki upasika hooan.'
1. 'to khya maian tumase prem nahian karata ! tum mujhe samajhati khya ho. sach-sach batala do, anil.'
'maian ! tumhhean ! mere devata, mere dhhyey, meri mukti. maian tumhhean mera sab kuchh samajhati hooan pramod.'
maian khil gaya, maianne uthsahit hokar poochha, 'to khya maian saunhdary ka upasak nahian?'
vah mere urashthal par nashili aankhean g dati huee samipashth vriksh par tik gayi. aandhera ho chuka tha.
2. maian doosare manjil par tha, aur vah mere pichhe-ek hath mere kanhdhe par aur doosara sir par. sir ke baloan ko sahalati huee, kuchh gunagunati huee kh di thi. maian tanhmay hokar 'haipines in mairij' namak pushtak padh raha tha. sahasa usaka hath meri aankhoan par se phir gaya. maianne use pak d liya. apani nashili aankhean mukh par dau dati huee ashtavhyasht ho apana sara bhar meri kursi ke haththoan par dal diya. maian kursi ko tekata sidha ho gaya. sahasa ghar dol gaya aur ek...
3. usaka hriday mere hriday se mil gaya tha.
4. bhookamhp khya tha - pralay ka doosara roop. bhaghy se hi ham bache. ham achhchhe ho chuke the. vaisi hi sanhdhhya thi. vah mere pas ayi. samane ki kursi par baith gayi. usaki aankhoan mean prem tha, pavitrata thi. boli- 'pramod, maian ek bat tum se poochhooan?' maianne usaka komal hath apane hath mean lete hue kaha, 'mere lie isase adhik prasanhnata ki bat aur khya ho sakati hai, anil.' vah boli, 'pramod, tum janate ho desh kaisa dukhi hai, trasht hai. ham achhchhe ho gaye haian. hamara upayog hona chahie, pramod.' maian phoot p da.
'tumhhara hriday kitana uchhch hai, kitani sahanubhati se bhara hai anil. ham kavi log apani bhavanaoan ko hi ghoomane-phirane mean lage rahate haian. khya kisi kavi ko tumane kary-kavi hote bhi dekha hai. hote bhi hoange par bahut kam. hamari kalhpanaean khya bhookamhp trasht logoan ko kuchh bhi sukh pahuancha sakati haian. nahian, anil, nahian.'
'pramod, shanht ho. tum nahian, maian to hooan. mujhe ajna do pramod, ki maian vishhv-seva mean upasthit hoooan.'
vah ekadam kh di ho gayi. maian bhi ekadam kh da ho gaya. maianne avesh se kaha- 'anil jao. maian nahian a sakata - tum jao. meri hriday-kamane, tum jao.'
'jati hooan, pramod. tum sachhche kavi ho. tum mere sachhche hridayeshhvar ho. aur ho tum saunhdary ke sachhche upasak-pramod yahi saunhdary hai.'
us din ki shmriti dau dati huee ayi. maianne apane ko shvarg mean paya. pulakit ho gaya. samay aur sthiti ki paravah n kar maianne use hriday se chipaka liya. aauankhoan mean ashru the aur adharoan par sudha.
yah tha mera pratham pranay-chumhban.
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sanbandhit lekh