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du:kh tumhean bhi hai,
dukh mujhe bhi.
ham ek dhahe hue makan ke niche
dabe haian.
chikh nikalana bhi mushkil hai,
asanbhav...
hilana bhi.
bhayanak hai b de-b de dheroan ki
paha diyoan-niche dabe rahana aur
mahasoos karate jana
pasali ki tooti huee haddi.
bhayankar hai! chhati par vajani tiloan
ko rakhe hue
oopar ke j dibhoot dabav se daba hua
apana spand
anubhoot karate jana,
dau dati rukati huee dhukadhuki
mahasoos karate jana bhishan hai.
bhayankar hai.
vah kya tajurba hai!!
chhati mean gaddha hai!!
purana makan tha, dhahana tha, dhah gaya,
bura kya hua?
b de-b de dridhakar danbhavan
khanbhe ve dhah p de!!
j dibhoot paratoan mean, avashy, ham dab ge.
ham unamean har ge,
bura hua, bahut bura hua!!
prithvi ke pet mean ghusakar jab
prithvi ke hriday ki garami ke dvara sab
mitti ke dher ye chattan ban jaeange
to un chattanoan ki
aantarik paratoan ki satahoan mean
chitr ubhar aeange
hamare chehare ke, tan-badan ke, sharir ke,
aantar ki tasavirean ubhar aeangi, sanbhavatah,
yahi ek asha hai ki
mitti ke aandhere un
itihas-staroan mean tab
hamara bhi chihn rah jaega.
nam nahian,
kirti nahian,
keval avashesh, prithvi ke khode hue gaddhoan mean
rahasmay purushoan ke panjar aur
jang-khaee nokoan ke astr!!
svayan ki jiandagi ph aausil
kabhi nahian rahi,
kyoan ham bagi the,
us vakt,
jab rasta kahaan tha?
dikhata nahian tha koee path.
ab to raste-hi-raste haian.
mukti ke rajadoot saste haian.
kyoanki ham bagi the,
akhir, bura kya hua?
purana mahal tha,
dhahana tha, dhah gaya.
vah chi diya,
usaka vah ghoansala...
jane kahaan dab gaya.
aandhere chhedoan mean choohe bhi mar ge,
hamane to bhavishy
pahale kah rakha tha ki -
keanchuli utarata saanp dab jaega akasmath,
hamane to bhavishy pahale kah rakha tha!
lekin anasuni ki logoan ne!!
vaise, chooanki
ham dab ge, isalie
dukh tumhean bhi hai,
mujhe bhi.
nakshidar kalatmak kamare bhi dhah p de,
jahaan ek jamane mean
choome ge hoanth,
chhati jak di gee aveshaliangan mean.
purani bhitoan ki bas mili huee
ik mahak tumhare chuanban ki
aur us kahani ka aangari aang-sparsh
gaya, mrit hua!
ham ek dhahe hue
makan ke niche dabe p de haian.
hamane pahale kah rakha tha mahal gir
jaega.
khoobasoorat kamaroan mean kee bar,
hamari aankhoan ke samane,
hamare vidroh ke bavajood,
balatkar kie ge
nakshidar kakshoan mean.
bhole nirvyaj nayan hirani-se
masoom chehare
nirdosh tan-badan
daityoan ki baanhoan ke shikanjoan mean
itane adhik
itane adhik jak de ge
ki jak de hi jane ke
siku date hue ghere mean ve tan-man
dabalate-pighalate hue ek bhap ban ge.
ek kuhare ki meh,
ek dhoomaila bhoot,
ek deh-hin pukar,
kamare ke bhitar aur ird-gird
chakkar lagane lagi.
atm-chaitany ke prakash
bhoot ban ge.
bhoot-badha-grast
kamaroan ko aandh-shyam saany-saany
hamane bataee to
dand hamian ko mila,
bagi karar die ge,
chaanta hamian ko p da,
band tahakhane mean - kuoan mean pheanke ge,
hamian log!!
kyoanki hamean jnan tha,
jnan aparadh bana.
mahal ke doosare
aur-aur kamaroan mean kee rahasy -
takie ke niche pistaul,
gupt dr aauar,
gaddiyoan ke aandar chhipae-sie ge
khoon-range patr, mahatvapoorn!!
ajib kuchh photo!!
rahasy-purush chhayaean
likhati haian
itihas is mahal ka.
ajib sanyukt parivar hai -
auratean v naukar aur mehanatakash
apane hi vaksh ko
khuradura vriksh-dh d
manakar ghisati haian, ghisate haian
apani hi chhati par jabardasti
vish-danti bhavoan ka sarp-mukh.
vidrohi bhavoan ka nag-mukh.
raktaplut hota hai!
nag jak d leta hai baanhoan ko,
kiantu ve rekhaean mastak par
svayan nag hoti hai!
chehare ke svayan bhav sarisrip hote haian,
aankhoan mean jahar ka nasha rang lata hai.
bahuean muanderoan se kood are!
atmahatya karati haian!!
aisa makan yadi dhah p da,
haveli gir p di
mahal dharashayi, to
bura kya hua?
thik hai ki ham bhi to dab ge,
ham jo virodhi the
kuoan-tahakhanoan mean kaid-band
lekin, ham isalie
mare ki zaroorat se
jyada nahian, bahut-bahut kam
ham bagi the!!
mere sath
khandahar mean dabi huee any dhukadhukiyoan,
socho to
ki spand ab...
pi da-bhara uttaradayitv-bhar ho chala,
koshish karo,
koshish karo,
jine ki,
jamin mean g dakar bhi.
itane bhim j dibhoot
tiloan ke niche ham dabe haian,
phir bhi ji rahe haian.
srishti ka chamatkar!!
chamatkar prakriti ka jara aur phailae.
sabhi kuchh thos nahian khanderoan mean.
hajaroan chhed, karo doan randhr,
pavan bhi ata hai.
aisa kyoan?
hava aisa kyoan karati hai?
aauksijan
nak se
pi lean khoob, pi lean!
avaj ati hai,
satavean asaman mean kahian door
iandr ke dhah p de mahal ke khandahar ko
bijali ki getiyaan v phav de
khod-khod
dher door kar rahe.
kahian se phir ek
ati avaj -
'kee dher bilakul saph ho chuke'
aur tabhi-
kisi any ganbhir-udatt
avaj ne
chillakar ghoshit kiya -
'prathamik shala ke
bachchoan ke lie ek
khula-khula, dhoop-bhara saph-saph
khel kood-maidan sapat apar -
yoan banaya jaega ki
pata bhi n chalega ki
kabhi mahal tha yahaan bhagavan iandr ka.'
ham yahaan jamin ke niche dabe hue haian.
g di huee any dhukadhukiyoan,
khush raho
isi mean ki
vakshoan mean tumhare ab
bachche ye kheleange.
chhati ki matamaili jamini satahoan par
maidan, dhoop v khuli-khuli hava khoob
hansegi v khelegi.
kilakari bhareange ye balagan.
lekin, dabi dhukadhukiyoan,
socho to ki
apani hi aankhoan ke samane
khoob ham khet rahe!
khoob kam ae ham!!
aankhoan ke bhitar ki aankhoan mean doob-doob
phail ge ham log!!
atm-vistar yah
bekar nahian jaega.
jamin mean g de hue dehoan ki khak se
sharir ki mitti se, dhool se.
khileange gulabi phool.
sahi hai ki ham pahachane nahian jaeange.
duniya mean nam kamane ke lie
kabhi koee phool nahian khilata hai
hridayanubhav-rag arun
gulabi phool, prakriti ke gandh-kosh
kash, ham ban sakean!
