धू धू कर जल रही है चिता मेरी -वंदना गुप्ता

dhoo dhoo kar jal rahi hai chita meri -vandana gupta vandana gupta|200px|center kavi vandana gupta mukhy rachanaean 'badalati soch ke ne arth', 'tootate sitaroan ki u dan', 'sarasvati suman', 'hriday taroan ka spandan', 'krishna se sanvad' adi. vidhaean kavitayean, alekh, samiksha aur kahaniyaan any janakari vandana ji ke sabhi pratishthit patr-patrikaoan, jaise- kadambini, biandiya, pakhi, hiandi chetana, shabdaankan, garbhanal, udanti, attahas, adhunik sahity, navya, simpali jayapur adi ke alava vibhinn ee-patrikaoan mean rachanaean, kahaniyaan, alekh adi prakashit ho chuke haian. inhean bhi dekhean kavi soochi, sahityakar soochi

vandana gupta ki rachanaean ek mauqa mrityu ke bad -vandana gupta prem ya vikalp -vandana gupta ho tum khud ki chahatoan mean lipayaman -vandana gupta suno ram tum sirf avatar the -vandana gupta gopibhav -vandana gupta hai n yahi sthiti -vandana gupta ab kaise bite ye umr sari -vandana gupta kya hai koee javab tumhare pas -vandana gupta tumhare lie kuchh bhi asanbhav nahian -vandana gupta eeshvar 'hi' hai ya 'shi' -vandana gupta kya chahate haian? -vandana gupta chalo mahafil saja looan -vandana gupta mohan ! kal jo tum muskurate mile -vandana gupta banjar ashrubindu -ek avastha -vandana gupta pashopesh mean hooan -vandana gupta prem se ya phatakar se? -vandana gupta hai aur nahian ke madhy -vandana gupta ek saty -vandana gupta dhoo dhoo kar jal rahi hai chita meri -vandana gupta maian teri ho jaooan -vandana gupta nainan p d ge phike -vandana gupta hai n acharaj -vandana gupta ashk kaise bahaooan? -vandana gupta madhu ho tum -vandana gupta ekatarafa prem ke svami -vandana gupta akhir apanoan se kaisi pardadari? -vandana gupta saanvare toone ye kya kiya, ye kya kiya -vandana gupta oh pyare! yooan man ko mohana koee tumase sikhe -vandana gupta yogakshem vahamyam tumane hi to kaha na -vandana gupta

prem  jivan ka adhar  jine ke lie avashyak vishay  magar manav isi se aanjan    kabhi mushkil saval sa  to kabhi isase asan kuchh nahian  kabhi kashmakash sa  to kabhi tarangit karata  phir bhi jane kyooan rahata adhoora    jisane bhi padha  kahian n kahian kuchh n kuchh chhoot hi gaya  chahe vo is vishay ka  ek adhyay ho ya ek prashn  ya ek pankti      kahian shodh ka vishay bana  kahian koee poora hi doob gaya  aur koee to  n poora dooba aur n poora tara  bas gote hi khata raha  kabhi asamanjas ki nav par  to kabhi poorn viram par  ek tarkasangat vishay bana  kabhi sabhi tarkoan se pare  sirph anubhooti ki kasauti par hi parakha gaya    magar maianne to sirph suna hi suna sab  maianne to sirph padha hi padha sab  kabhi anubhooti ki prakriya se gujari hi nahian  kabhi shodh ke lie avashyak  samagri mili hi nahian  aur ek ajab si asamanjas mean doob gayi  akhir kaise hota hai deh se pare  anubhooti ki tarangoan par atmik prem  akhir kaise koee krishna kisi radha ke prem mean  hichakiyaan leta hai  kaise koee krishna prem mean itana doob jata hai  ki shvas shvas par sirph radha radha hi gunata hai  akhir kaise saj shrriangar kar radha ban jata hai  akhir kaise svayan ko kisi ke lie  vismrit kar deta hai  akhir kaise bhav tarangoan par  tadatmy ho jata hai  jo ek par gujarati hai  vo doosare ki  anubhooti ban jati hai  kaise koee ek itana pyara lagane lagata hai  ki usake alava sansar hai  ya is sansar mean koee aur bhi hai  vo bhool jata hai  aur prem ki aanch par hi khali deg sa dhadhakata hai  nahian jan payi aj tak  kyooanki  gujari hi nahian aisi kisi anubhooti se  kyooanki  mila hi nahian koee krishna  jo  prem mean bavara ban ghoom sakata    yahaan to sirph  svarthamayi hi dikha sara sansar  yahaan to sirph  deh tak hi dikha har vyavahar  phir kaise sambhav hai  taroan ki odhani odh apane chaand ki parikrama karana  jahaan sara akash sirph  deh ki kantili jha diyoan mean hi ulajha ho  ya phir svarth ki vedi par  sirph sv ki ahuti di jati ho arth ke lie  vahaan kaise sambhav hai  prem ke khagolashastr ka bhoogol darshan      pir faqir daravesh  mira radha rukmani  bas alankar se lagate haian  jinhean saja dooan kisi pankti mean  aur badha dooan usaka sauandary  lagata hai jaise  kianvadantiyaan haian jinhean  samayanusar prayog bhar kiya ja sakata hai  magar  mujhe mujhamean nahian milata  ek aansh , ek kan , ek kshan bhi prem ka    phir kaise manooan prem ke svaroop ko  kaise svikarooan prem ke roop ko  kaise sakar karooan nirakar ko  jo na mere man ke arany mean vicharata hai  na meri anubhootiyoan se gujara hai  phir kaise jan sakati hooan ki   kaise koee ikatarapha prem mean  bavara ban gali gali nrity karata hai  aur magan rahata hai  sukh ka anubhav karata hai  priyatam n usase door hota hai      mere hathoan mean to sookhi ret hai  aur door door tak koee sagar nahian  jo bhigo sake aur kara sake ahasas  nami ka , bhigane ka , doobane ka  shayad tabhi  adhoora hi rahata hai premagranth  shayad tabhi  adhoore hi rahate haian premiyugal  kyooanki  khare pani se kab kisi ki pyas bujhi hai  kyooanki  kahaan anubhooti ki prakriya se har rooh gujari hai  kyooanki  kahaan koee nirakar prem ki uddipt tarangoan par sakar hua hai  aur jab tak gujaruangi nahian is prakriya se  kaise manooan , kaise janooan , kaise svikarooan  prem ke astitv ko    pagalapan ka suna hai dooja nam prem hi hota hai  aur mujhe lag chuka hai ye chhoot ka rog  ab mere pagalapan ki dava sirph itani bhar hai  prem ki anubhooti se gujarane ke lie ek adad premi ka hona    aur tabhi hai jina sarthak aur prem ka hona sarthak jab  tum javab do mere is prashn ka  kya ban sakoge vaise hi mere bhi premi jaise tum bane the raj rajeshvari ke lie …………e krishna !!!   anubhooti ki chahat ke arany mean dhoo dhoo kar jal rahi hai chita meri  aur parikrama ko meri sulagati rooh ke siva kuchh bhi nahian ……………

panne ki pragati avastha

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sanbandhit lekh

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