पशोपेश में हूँ -वंदना गुप्ता

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vandana gupta ki rachanaean ek mauqa mrityu ke bad -vandana gupta prem ya vikalp -vandana gupta ho tum khud ki chahatoan mean lipayaman -vandana gupta suno ram tum sirf avatar the -vandana gupta gopibhav -vandana gupta hai n yahi sthiti -vandana gupta ab kaise bite ye umr sari -vandana gupta kya hai koee javab tumhare pas -vandana gupta tumhare lie kuchh bhi asanbhav nahian -vandana gupta eeshvar 'hi' hai ya 'shi' -vandana gupta kya chahate haian? -vandana gupta chalo mahafil saja looan -vandana gupta mohan ! kal jo tum muskurate mile -vandana gupta banjar ashrubindu -ek avastha -vandana gupta pashopesh mean hooan -vandana gupta prem se ya phatakar se? -vandana gupta hai aur nahian ke madhy -vandana gupta ek saty -vandana gupta dhoo dhoo kar jal rahi hai chita meri -vandana gupta maian teri ho jaooan -vandana gupta nainan p d ge phike -vandana gupta hai n acharaj -vandana gupta ashk kaise bahaooan? -vandana gupta madhu ho tum -vandana gupta ekatarafa prem ke svami -vandana gupta akhir apanoan se kaisi pardadari? -vandana gupta saanvare toone ye kya kiya, ye kya kiya -vandana gupta oh pyare! yooan man ko mohana koee tumase sikhe -vandana gupta yogakshem vahamyam tumane hi to kaha na -vandana gupta

jis tarah  sandeh ke  badaloan se nahian napi ja sakati prithvi ki gaharaee dambh ke jhoothe ragoan se nahian banayian  ja sakati mausiki  usi tarah  sandigdh ki shreni mean rakha hai khud ko    tumhean chahana  phir bhi n poora pana  ek kami ka adhoora rahana  aur phir bhatakana umr ke bih d mean  prem ka ikatara le  nahian hooan sirph isi se santusht    chahane ki prakriya ke pariman ko  mapane ke yantr nahian hote  to kaise sanbhav hai adhoorapan  jab tak n tumhean poori  tarah jan looan    khoj ke binduoan par lage paharoan ko  chhinn bhinn karane ko atur  jab bhi pahuanchati hooan nikat  ek sandeh ki machhali kulabulati hai  aur tum ho jate ho  phir pahuanch se door …… bahut door    pas aur door hone ki prakriya mean  kabhi banate ho khud ko sandigdh  to kabhi chho d dete ho sare sandeh ke tir meri or    khoj , pariman , chahat , sandeh aur tum  meri vidhvansata tak  mujhe hi kar dete haian kh da shak ke ghere mean  jo tum se hokar gujarata hai  aur ho jati hooan maian niahsahay  sach aur jhooth ki vedi par    aur p d jati hooan soch mean  kisi ko chahana aur pana ek bat ho sakati hai  magar yadi kisi ko janana ho  sandeh ki sipiyaan rahoan mean bikhari hoan  aur pahachan ke chinh prashnachinh bane kh de hoan  to shak ki ooangali khud ki taraph hi kyoan uthi hoti hai .......... madhav !!!   sandigdh tum ho ya maian………… pashopesh mean hooan

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