svapn ke bhitar svapn,
vicharadhara ke bhitar aur
ek any
saghan vicharadhara prachchhan !!
kathy ke bhitar ek anurodhi
viruddh viparit,
nepathy sangit !!
mastishk ke bhitar ek mastishk
usake bhi aandar ek aur kaksh
kaksh ke bhitar
ek gupt prakoshth aur
kothe ke saanvale guhaandhakar mean
majaboot... sandook
dridh, bhari-bharakam
aur us sandook bhitar koee band hai
yaksh
ya ki oraangutaang hay
are ! dar yah hai...
n oraang... utaang kahian chhoot jay,
kahian pratyaksh n yaksh ho.
karine se saje hue sanskrit... prabhamay
adhyayan-grih mean
bahas uth kh di jab hoti hai -
vivad mean hissa leta hua maian
sunata hooan dhyan se
apane hi shabdoan ka nad, pravah aur
pata hooan aksamatsv
yan ke svar mean
oraangutaang ki baukhalati huankriti dhvaniyaan
ekaek bhayabhit
pata hooan pasine se sianchit
apana yah nagn man!
hay-hay aur n jan le
ki nagn aur vidroop
asaty shakti ka pratiroop
prakrit auraang... utaang yah
mujhamean chhipa hua hai.
svayan ki griva par
pherata hooan hath ki
karata hooan mahasoos
ekaek garadan par ugi huee
saghan ayal aur
shabdoan par uge hue bal tatha
vakyoan mean oraang... utaang ke
badhe hue nakhoon !!
dikhati hai sahasa
apani hi guchchhedar mooanchh
jo ki banati hai kavita
apane hi b de-b de daant
jo ki banate hai tark aur
dikhata hai pratyaksh
bauna yah bhal aur
jhuka hua matha
jata hooan chauank maian nij se
apani hi baladar saj se
kapal ki dhaj se.
aur, maian vidroop vedana se grast ho
karata hooan dh d se band
vah sandook
karata hooan mahasoos
hath mean pistaul bandook !!
agar kahian peti vah khul jae,
oraangutaang yadi usamean se uth p de,
dhaany dhaany goli dagi jaegi.
raktal... phaila hua sab or
oraangutaang ka lal-lal
khoon, tatkal...
tala laga deta hooan maian peti ka
band hai sandook !!
ab is prakoshth ke bahas a
anek kamaroan ko par karata hua
sanskrit prabhamay adhyayan-grih mean
adrishy roop se pravesh kar
chali huee bahas mean bhag le raha hooan !!
sochata hooan - vivad mean grast kee log
kee tal
saty ke bahane
svayan ko chahate hai prasthapit karana.
ahan ko, tathy ke bahane.
meri jibh ekaek tal se chipakati
akl ksharayukt-si hoti hai...
aur meri aankhean un bahas karanevaloan ke
kap doan mean chhipi huee
saghan rahasyamay lanbi pooanchh dekhati!!
aur maian sochata hooan...
kaise saty haian -
dhaank rakhana chahate haian b de-b de
nakhoon !!
kisake lie haian ve baghanakh !!
kaun abhaga vah !!