कर्मभूमि उपन्यास भाग-4 अध्याय-4

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is lekh ka punarikshan evan sampadan hona avashyak hai. ap isamean sahayata kar sakate haian. "sujhav"

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amar ghar lauta, to bahut hatash tha. agar janata ko shaant karane ka upay n kiya gaya, avashy upadrav ho jaega. usane mahantaji se milane ka nishchay kiya. is samay usaka chitt itana udas tha ki ek bar ji mean aya, yahaan se sab chho d-chha dakar chala jae. use abhi tak anubhav n hua tha ki janata sadaiv tej mizajoan ke pichhe chalati hai. vah nyay aur dharm, hani-labh, ahiansa aur tyag sab kuchh samajhakar bhi atmanand ke ththanke hue jadoo ko utar n saka. atmanand is vakt yahaan mil jate, to donoan mitroan mean zaroor l daee ho jati lekin vah aj gayab the. unhean aj gho de ka asan mil gaya tha. kisi gaanv mean sangathan karane chale ge the.

aj amar ka kitana apaman hua. kisi ne usaki batoan par kan tak n diya. unake chehare kah rahe the, tum kya bakate ho, tumase hamara udhar n hoga. is ghav par komal shabdoan ke maraham ki zaroorat thi-koee unhean litakar unake ghav ko gahe se dhoe, us par shital lep kare.

munni rassi aur kalasa lie hue nikali aur bina usaki or take kuean ki or chali gee. usane pukara-sunati jao, munni par munni ne sunakar bhi n suna. jara der bad vah kalasa lie hue lauti aur phir usake samane se sir jhukae chali gee. amar ne phir pukara-munni, suno ek bat kahani hai. par abaki bhi vah n rooki. usake man mean ab sandeh n tha.

ek kshan mean munni phir nikali aur saloni ke ghar ja pahuanchi. vah madarase ke pichhe ek chhoti-si man daiya dalakar rahati thi. chataee par leti ek bhajan ga rahi thi. munni ne jakar poochha-aj kuchh pakaya nahian kaki, yoan hi so rahi ho-

saloni ne uthakar kaha-kha chuki beta, dopahar ki rotiyaan rakhi huee thian.

munni ne chauke ki or dekha. chauka saf lipa-puta p da tha. boli-kaki, tum bahana kar rahi ho. kya ghar mean kuchh hai hi nahian- abhi to ate der nahian huee, itani jald kha kahaan se liya-

'too to patiyati nahian hai, bahoo bhookh lagi thi, ate-hi-ate kha liya. bartan dho dhakar rakh die. bhala tumase kya chhipati- kuchh n hota, to maang n leti?'

'achchha, meri kasam khao.'

kaki ne hansakar kaha-haan, apani kasam khati hooan, kha chuki.

munni dukhit hokar boli-tum mujhe gair samajhati ho, kaki- jaise mujhe tumhare marane-jine se kuchh matalab hi nahian. abhi to tumane tilahan becha tha, rupaye kya kie-

saloni sir par hath rakhakar boli-are bhagavanh tilahan tha hi kitana kul ek rupaya to mila. vah kal pyada le gaya. ghar mean ag lagae deta tha. kya karati, nikalakar pheank diya. us par amar bhaiya kahate haian-mahantaji se phariyad karo. koee nahian sunega, beta maian kahe deti hooan.

munni boli-achchha, to chalo mere ghar kha lo.

saloni ne sajal netr hokar kaha-too aj khila degi beti, abhi to poora chaumasa p da hua hai. ajakal to kahian ghas bhi nahian milati. bhagavanh n jane kaise par lagaeange- ghar mean ann ka ek dana bhi nahian hai. daandi achchhi hoti, to baki deke char mahine nibah ho jata. is daandi mean ag lage, adhi baki bhi n nikali. amar bhaiya ko too samajhati nahian, svamiji ko badhane nahian dete.

munni ne muanh pherakar kaha-mujhase to ajakal roothe hue haian, bolate hi nahian. kam-dhandhe se phurasat hi nahian milati. ghar ke adami se batachit karane ko bhi phurasat chahie. jab phatehal ae the tab phurasat thi. yahaan jab duniya janane lagi, nam hua, b de adami ban ge, to ab phurasat nahian hai .

saloni ne vismay bhari aankhoan se munni ko dekha-kya kahati hai bahoo, vah tujhase roothe hue haian- mujhe to vishvas nahian ata. tujhe dhokha hua hai. bechara rat-din to dau data hai, n mili hogi phurasat. maianne tujhe jo asis diya hai, vah poora hoke rahega, dekh lena.

munni apani anudarata par sakuchati huee boli-mujhe kisi ki paravah nahian hai, kaki jise sau bar garaj p de bole, nahian n bole. vah samajhate hoange-maian unake gale p di ja rahi hooan. maian tumhare charan chhookar kahati hooan kaki, jo yah bat kabhi mere man mean aee ho. maian to unake pairoan ki dhool ke barabar bhi nahian hooan. haan, itana chahati hooan ki vah mujhase man se bolean, jo kuchh tho di bahut seva karooan, use man se lean. mere man mean bas itani hi sadha hai ki maian jal chadhati jaooan aur vah chadhavate jaean aur kuchh nahian chahati.

sahasa amar ne pukara. saloni ne bulaya-ao bhaiya abhi bahoo a gee, usi se batiya rahi hooan.

amar ne munni ki or dekhakar tikhe svar mean kaha-maianne tumhean do bar pukara munni, tum bolian kyoan nahian-

munni ne muanh pherakar kaha-tumhean kisi se bolane ki phurasat nahian hai. to koee kyoan jae tumhare pas- tumhean b de-b de kam karane p date haian, to auroan ko bhi to apane chhote-chhote kam karane hi p date haian.

amar patnivrat ki dhun mean munni se khiancha rahane laga tha. pahale vah chattan par tha, sukhada use niche se khianch rahi thi. ab sukhada tile ke shikhar par pahuanch gee aur usake pas pahuanchane ke lie use atmabal aur manoyog ki zaroorat thi. usaka jivan adarsh hona chahie, kiantu prayas karane par bhi vah saralata aur shradhda ki is moorti ko dil se n nikal sakata tha. use jnat ho raha tha ki atmonnati ke prayas mean usaka jivan shushk, nirih ho gaya hai. usane man mean socha, maianne to samajha tha ham donoan ek-doosare ke itane samip a gaye haian ki ab bich mean kisi bhram ki guanjaish nahian rahi. maian chahe yahaan rahooan, chahe kale kosoan chala jaooan, lekin tumane mere hriday mean jo dipak jala diya hai, usaki jyoti jara bhi mand n p degi.

usane mithe tiraskar se kaha-maian yah manata hooan munni, ki idhar kam adhik rahane se tumase kuchh alag raha lekin mujhe asha thi ki agar chiantaoan se jhuanjhalakar maian tumhean do-char k dave shabd bhi suna dooan, to tum mujhe kshama karogi. ab maloom hua ki vah meri bhool thi.

munni ne use katar netroan se dekhakar kaha-haan lala, vah tumhari bhool thi. daridr ko sianhasan par bhi baitha do, tab bhi use apane raja hone ka vishvas n aega. vah use sapana hi samajhega. mere lie bhi yahi sapana jivan ka adhar hai. maian kabhi jagana nahian chahati. nity yahi sapana dekhati rahana chahati hooan. tum mujhe thapakiyaan dete jao, bas maian itana hi chahati hooan. kya itana bhi nahian kar sakate- kya hua, aj svamiji se tumhara jhag da kyoan ho gaya-

saloni abhi to atmanand ki tariph kar rahi thi. ab amar ki muanh dekhi kahane lagi-bhaiya ne to logoan ka samajhaya tha ki mahant ke pas chalo. isi par log big d ge. poochho, aur tum kar hi kya sakate ho. mahantaji pitavane lagean, to bhagane ki rah n mile.

munni ne isaka samarthan kiya-mahantaji dharmatma adami haian. bhala log bhagavanh ke mandir ko gherate, to kitana apajas hota. sansar bhagavanh ka bhajan karata hai. ham chalean unaki pooja rokane. n jane svamiji ko yah soojhi kya, aur log unaki bat man ge. kaisa aandher hai .

amar ne chitt mean shaanti ka anubhav kiya. svamiji se to jyada samajhadar ye apadh striyaan haian. aur ap shastroan ke jnata haian. aise hi moorkh apako bhakt mil ge .

usane prasann hokar kaha-us nakkarakhane mean tooti ki avaz kaun sunata tha, kaki- log mandir ko gherane jate, to faujadari ho jati. jara-jara si bat mean to ajakal goliyaan chalati haian.

saloni ne bhayabhit hokar kaha-tumane bahut achchha kiya bhaiya, jo unake sath n hue, nahian khoon-khachchar ho jata.

munni ardr hokar boli-maian to unake sath kabhi n jane deti, lala hakim sansar par raj karata hai to kya raiyat ka du:kh-dard n sunega- svamiji aveange, to poochhooangi.

ag ki tarah jalata hua bhav sahanubhooti aur sahridayata se bhare hue shabdoan se shital hota jan p da. ab amar kal avashy mahantaji ki seva mean jaega. usake man mean ab koee shanka, koee duvidha nahian hai.

sanbandhit lekh

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